beats me.

like what we always like to say

2009-10-10T06:49:00.000-07:00

i wish i could turn back in time and hold everything that i once had TIGHT. real tight.

ytd during tuition i was given a chocolate. the wrapper said, hold everything you have close to you, your chocolate closer. tuition teacher leaving soon D: want to go airport send her off, but its like a few days before OP. EW, OP. plus PL AND LL cant send her off cuz they've got exams and stuff. oh shit, op dry run tht day. great.

lets just look forward. and be brave.

horrible exams

2009-06-26T06:35:00.000-07:00

the darn horrible feeling is coming back again. dratso.

i hate being a full time student
i hate being in school
i hate having to study so much shit within a short period of time
i hate failing but what to do
i hate hate hate being a full time student.

its not as fun as you imagined.
i feel real small and small.
i dont even know where this is takin' me.

if only

2009-05-15T09:14:00.000-07:00

if only i could set things right for once.

feel like releasing alot of suppressed internal energy but no way to.
PW project would be good for me.
stress management.

ymca finally got the group progress report out. i seriously dont like it when he compares us with the other teams.

i feel guilty towards my pw grp.
nvrmind.

REALLY MEH?

2009-05-13T08:39:00.000-07:00

someone just told me, people with curls are complicated people. people with naturally straight hair dont fit curly hair cuz they're going against their uncomplicated nature.

REALLY MEH? i dont believe leh.

:D for ISSF i'm hosting thai people. apparently (a word that i recently keep using cuz i like it, makes me feel more profound. LOL!) joyce and germaine got UK ppl and KASHIN GOT USA PPL! all the english type. nvrmind i like asians. but i was hoping for indians. cuz they very friendly, but mummy say thais are friendly too. so okay lor, accept my fate.

i felt super bad and guilty today :/

UH OH.

2009-05-10T10:02:00.000-07:00

i must watch what i say from now on. LOL. now that i knw ppl read my posts w/o tagging. and i'm completely ignorant of their presence.

but anw, i dont rly say anything offensive too.

just when everyone's busy chionging hw, i'm not exactly in the mood to do so.
mother's day and they make us go knock ppl's door and tell them about energy saving tips -.- omg, pls lah, another day can?
"HELLO! i'm a student from national junior college, working with northwest CDC to tell you some energy saving tips!"
omg, the residents just give me the -.-!! face lah.

anw, we converted some greenlinkers into factory workers to help us with the production of more flowers. YAYE! lol. i forgot to bring my pack of wires, and we finished folding one pack within a short while and i felt super guilty cuz everyone were itching to make flowers.

and the guys rly do have a talent in making flowers. amazing.

after energy audit went for lunch at causeway with peiru keith and linyao.
this is funny.
celina: omg, damn salty
keith: huh, 你嫌汤太sian? (eh dont laugh okay, i dont know which sian izzit)
keith's face was super comical okay. lol.

me: HAPPY MOTHERS DAY AUNTY!
aunty: OH THANK YOU, SO GUAI.very filial(in chinese) ah you.
ER EH, HAHAHA! too bad she's not my mother, i cant be filial to her.
i have the best mummy and daddy okay!

chatted with ginny. till now. nice cuz very long nvr talk to gb ppl alr. and since i wanted to go aj, must hear more about aj from her.

i like that humble disposition of yours.

best school food ever

2009-05-08T07:59:00.000-07:00

i like nj's canteeeeen foooood:D

nj has:
cha kway tiao
roasted chicken rice (OMG NICE WITH CHILI!)
carrot cake
laksa
roti prata
bubble tea (CHEAP CHEAP!)
japanese food

i know many schools dont have all these good food okay. but eat too many times will abit sian one. but i ate chicken rice today and ytd. maybe tues eat again. LOL.

kay ying's party tmr! YAYE! veron wants to go early early, but i prefer not to lah hor. must let her have some time with her guy. and tmr got class outing dinner. i rly dont mind going, and i kinde wna eat roti prata too, but kay's birthday's like important too. every sat go out with mook also no time go meet kay and veron. must meet up in june. debbie bixuan they all also. so long nvr see them alr D;

and june's super hectic. i doubt i'll be able to meet them. ymca. dang. but nvrmind, we're all in these tgt. i've got my friends to rely on too:D

-.- I TAKE BACK EVERYTHING I'VE DONE AND SAID TO YOU. OMG. SICK. PUKE PUKE. I WNA TAKE BACK EVERYTHING. FORGET IT MAN. YUCK. DONT OVERESTIMATE YOURSELF. yuck.

i drank nice water today. haha. got nagged by tuition teacher for being so slow today and that my fingers were kept to my phone :/ and i rly love my tuition teachers and mates actually.

schoooool is killing me.

2009-05-06T05:38:00.000-07:00

my sis disfigured my flh poster!
not that i'm crazy over them, but i wna try out having some guys in front of me hopefully can motivate me to study harder.

and i'm on a mission to help joyce back to the right path! lol. MACHOISTIC MENTOR.
LOL! joyce, jiayou, you can do it!
OH MAN, i know you're so going to box me.

this was funny. i'm not laughing at the school la, but its weird to see another sch's vision on our sch tables. i told valerie and she laughed too. see, its funny.
> <

i like this :D

viewers' discretion (how come the spelling looks weird!) advised.
i chanced upon happy tree friends video then caught this vid too. damn funny, but abit unappropriate for the innocent at heart.

omg, this is so friggin funny!

net it.

2009-05-03T04:40:00.000-07:00

i'll harp till i die!

woodlands environment day

2009-04-19T05:59:00.001-07:00

today had mini exhibition at woodlands! quite fun la.
and we took picture with pornsak and he's like damn fluent with his chinese and english. and he's from thailand. wakao, i'm ashamed. i can barely utter 3 consecutive sentences in chinese without fumbling on my words.

and i so wna say this. kaisheng and keith very cute tgt. like brothers like that. esp when they work tgt, its like so cute. :x sounds wrong, but very cute. imagine two guys that look alike and work tgt, eat tgt. damn cute right!

reply tags another time!
but thanks for tagging everyone.
scully this time no one tag :/

oh ya, and ymca interview was freaky. but got to see cherilyn, debbie, rachael, kenny. i'm satisfied. its always very heartwarming to see familiar faces. i'm serious :D

i dont regret

2009-04-11T08:30:00.000-07:00

actually i dont kinde regret not taking a cca that is cool or different. i dont regret not taking any sports cca either (not that i'm very sporty either)

i mean everyone would be proud to say they're from this really cool cca but somehow, celina dont like rushing things and getting stressed. i dont like the feeling of being stressed, BIG TIME. i like to take things slow and easy. studies are already driving me nuts, another cool cca would take the brain outta me.

izzit worth it to sacrifice your mental health just for a cool cca? perhaps you may say you like the cca, then you're cool lor :D but i dont regret that i only got one cca and its not that cool actually :/ haha, but nvrmind. at least i still get to watch tv while ppl are still in sch cca-ing.

veron: AIYO! I MISS YOU TOO LAAH!
YIQING: HAHAHA, i miss you toooo! and your straight long hair! anw what cca are you in uh? nvr hear you say before leh.

touting is bad

2009-04-10T05:15:00.000-07:00

ytd went dinner with peiru joyce and linyao. christabel and guosheng cannot come D;
the moment we entered the hawker centre ( we went there cuz i was craving for chicken rice O.O ) some hawkers immediately came over and ask us if we wna eat food from their stall.

"you wna try my mee goreng,..blah blah, if not nice i return you your money!"
i was like yah, like real.

they had different coloured seats and like green seats were for people eating malay food. and we didnt know la. then when we said we didnt wna eat malay food, he kinde said something like dont wna eat then why sit here. so in the end we changed seats :/

and the bus ride was horrible. i felt i was in an oven-.- when the bus stopped, the aircon went off. when the bus moved off, only a small bit of warm air came out of the aircon. irritating.

bell: OEI! this is called fate okay.
leegek: hahahaaaa, nvrmind la. i very busy leh you also right?

finally;

2009-04-06T02:57:00.000-07:00

ya, i'm finally blogging again. hahaha damn busy recently.

okay i successfully submitted YMCA proposal and really hope we get selected :D if we get in, must support okay.

turtle close mouth

turtle opens mouth really wide.

LOL, this is what you do when lectures get really boring and dead. like O.O

went to some primary school for cip and the pri5 kiddos sprouted so much vulgarities. probably more vulgarities than i have ever heard in my life so far. oh man, i dont know how to control them la. got 2 guys they ran out and split 2 ways. then i was like frantically chasing them like crazy mad woman. haiyo. kids. i wasnt like that when i was p5. at least i didnt say mother f bitch, cb, knn, fish, bitch all in one sentence :/

but this guy is cute! LOL and the purple guy msged me after i left! so cute.

screw pw

2009-03-27T21:11:00.000-07:00

thus week has been like busy busy and busier. so many projects to complete and there's just so little time. then you must be thinking why i'm blogging now, lol. taking a break now okaay.

ymca is driving me nuts
pw's PI is sucking the brain juices outta my brain
phy test killed me
queenstown cip draining the energy out of me totally
phy project, OMG, gun me down man.

singapore cancer society have nice people :D

just becuz i'm not in a sports or aesthetic cca does that mean i'm less busy?
just becuz i'm not in a sports cca does that mean i'm less able to cope with stress?
HUHHUHUH!i dont know :/ zzz

blog me

2009-03-20T08:45:00.001-07:00

badminton with zz :DDDD
see huh, BEFORE

AFTER!

LOL! my sis' piece of art.

went back for gb camp :D the used to be sec4s celebrated val lim and my birthday :D omg, so cute they all. burst 2 balloooons somemore. they got me pink rabbit ears and a heart shape ball-LOON ;D thank yoooou!
i wna show everyone how cute the bunny ears are but i'm not going to be the model. so mr red cny cow shall be my model.
here!

SO CUTE RIGHT! they're such nice nice people

oh, i went to ttsh today to check what other stuff i'm allergiv to besides dust mites. so itchy la, the test. wasted like 1.5 hrs waiting and trying to sleep cuz the night before barely slept lor, CHIT CHAT SESSION. then waited like 1 hr for the doc to go have lunch and come back to review. WL.

the biggest red spot is the dust mite one.

AND, i'm so not proud to say this;

I'M ALLERGIC TO COCKROACHES.

sentosa

2009-03-16T09:01:00.000-07:00

had house outing today and not many ppl went la. and i had to leave early too D:
the pics are like jumbled up :/

i know you crave kfc too right! yes yes, if you do, treat celina too :D

i craved after eight chocolates after jing xiu gave me eat some today. so i decided to open the box in my house. omg, so long nvr eat alr, tasted heavenly la.

here comes the sentosa pics. the pics can do the explaining. damn sick right! and i was just beside them watching and laughing while they bury the guy till his "dick" according to what they said :/ sick sick.

end product.
someone was saying "AAH, got hole btwn leh, got hole got hole!"
erm, erm, sick? okay la

it rained and we felt cold so we went to eat pao mian! its like waste $$ lor, pay 3 bucks then go there eat maggie mee.
and this is the first time i ever wore a jacket in sentosa. WEIRD right, but it was like frigging cold and windy. and i wasnt the only one anw! :DDDD

reply!

2009-03-14T23:37:00.000-07:00

lovekey: aiyo, dont sad la. i also cannot do. lets be happy tgt that we cant do hw okay. omg, LOL, so LAAAME!

veron: i dont know leh, see first lor. now kay got bf alr wna go out also so gang kor.

Yiqing: I MISS ChENG TENG! LOL! 19 march 19march!

bell: LOL! ration the guys! i give your class some guys then no need ration alr. mine is overwhelming.

Frizen_Demon: maybe hor..YA RIGHT! nice try dude!

pling: oei you pig, say i look old! nvrmind, it beats looking like a pri6 kid :D

veron: you want me to say you pretty too right?! no way! lol. she got bf her business, not yours lor! cant believe also must believe ;D

valt: i reeeeeeally look good in grey?! HAHAHA. thank yooooou :D but its so hot!

eliz: the 5 sec water proof and fire thing aint that cool anymore once you start to feel the heat in the afternoon and morning! seriously, i feel like i'm wearing a sauna!

LEEGEK♥: you nvr put your link down! i cant access your blog also! it keeps saying pw wrong!aaaaaah.

sorry i know i damn lag. lol.

yaye! its the holidays! or not?! got so much stuff to do la! and i think every day i'm like OUT! no time to chiong hw or study for tests la.

D: i dont know. cant help but to get worried about being retained. STRESS STREESS!
i'll shake those stress away by going for tuition! LOL. cuz i like tuition :DDD

the day when we went to celebrate eliz's brithday! LOL. while we walked back we picked up pretty folwers. so colourful. LOL, i know childish right.

PATRICK has a flower toooooo! :DDDD

looks like a thin and distorted heart?
yes yes, it wasnt meant to be a heart. but anyway, wishing all lovers happiness and bliss. omg, so cliche and retarded.

i didnt do this, but i think its so funny and retarded la!
i'm purple. val and i were making so much noise in the lib we got scolded so many times. actually, the librarian was directly the scolding at me la. cuz i was laughing so loudly :/ cant help it right.

so cute right. the girl very cute also.

happy holidays :D i'm beat.

WHOO HOO D:

2009-03-10T04:15:00.000-07:00

my life's suck and rock at the same time D: :D

my pw group, i'm the only girl. 4 guys :O
brenda said, "MAYBE THEY THOUGHT YOU WERE A GUY!"
whats with the computer system man!

i just completed a proposal with my fellow cca members. and omg, O.O i just realised gb proposals werent so hard to do actually. the grass is always greener in previous years.

i had my first pe lesson today. PE ROCKS MAN! hahaha, like real. but quite fun la, the steal the egg game.

i think i'm becoming lesbo, i suddenly want all the guys to stay away from me. omg, this cant be happening. like i cringe when a guy comes near me. how can?

MY LIFE'S SHORT AND SWEET, WHATS YOURS?
delicious perhaps?

road run!

2009-03-04T01:14:00.001-08:00

i was so so so bored during chem lesson so i rearranged my friend's pencil box. NOTICE; pens without pens of the same brand are ostracized! LOL!i'm so random sometimes. hahaha

sorry i'm too lazy to rotate it. just rotate your heads okay! nice nice!

i'm happy that my tui teacher's sister (who is also a tuition teacher) said that i was like SUNSHINE! she said she loved my smile and everytime she saw me i was smiling.the yellow girl reminds me of SUNSHINE. LOL.

tui teacher sis: look how boring you are, celina's falling asleep!
tui teacher: she's not. her eyes are always like that! but they'll grow bigger in future
D: LOL! ya la, i know my eyes small.i dont wna wait till nxt time for my eyes to grow bigger la!

i was so flushed after the run okay. i ran with my friend and came up with this agreement. we run down the slopes and walk up the slopes. nice. felt really tired and i felt like an apple after the run. the milo; HEAVENLY! OMG!

we were given clappers for road run:D and i'm in blue house again. AQUA!
imma fish again! but i hate the fishy smell of fishes.

i'm quite happy in nj, but seriously everything is so friggin hard. maybe thats jc life la. but i cant take it.i thought about it, i can only afford to fail econs and phy. NO MATHS PLEASE. fail maths i retain. omg. if i really need to retain, i'll just transfer out and if other jc dont want to take me, i'll attempt to go poly.

i'm so so lucky. so far i havent had a decent PE lesson.

1st lesson: RAIN NO PE. HEIGHT AND WEIGHT
2nd lesson: RAIN NO PE TOTALLY
go canteen chit chat
go aj surprise the others! (fun fun fun!)
3rd lesson: it was bright, but the teacher say got lightning alert
NO PE
CONDITIONING till my waist hurt
4th lesson: RAIN
HOME SWEET HOME!

HAHAHA, my friends from other class were like cursing. the rain really loves my class!

the trip to aj. saw so many ppl.
count?
1.huiting and joleen
2.angeline shujie dixian wanting michelle
3.terence anghui
4.daffy zhanyan
5.many many more xms ppl.

LOVE IT! christabel's random idea to go aj landed us there that evening.
everyone were like looking at us like we're crazy ppl wearing red and white when its not national day.but who cares!

2009-02-21T01:45:00.000-08:00

i'm so dreading PEEEE EEEE! omg. 3.2km per session of pe. how bad is that la.

ytd tuition was weird and funny. my tuition mates were laughing at the way i smiled and laughed when i was talking on the phone with valerie. RETARDED! lol. they obviously thought i was talking to my boyfriend.

my first day with my class was okaaay. but i didnt really enjoy it la.i only enjoyed gp tutorial. there's a celina and celine. then my teacher was like " you just have to torture me right!" in my class there's a joshua phua and a joshua che. HAHAHA.

my girlfriend CUPCAKE! lol.

this is for those who havent seen me in grey yet!
thats why i have a smarties watch that is colourful and i used to wear a striking red, orange white puma shoe until my sch said no to it. i need some colour on my body. my uni is so frigging hot.

and i think i need to repeat this!
my uni is 5 sec water and FIRE proof!
i tried the water part, but i havent tried the fire part. maybe one day i will.

and oh ya.
i so have to say this. my sch labs suck big time! its so dirty and under equipped! and nj has the cheek to say that it is a sci sch when the labs are so sucky. i didnt even dare put my bag on the floor! i wish moe would give nj some funds to seriously upgrade their labs. i miss xms labs! they're like so much nicer and better 10 thousand times! SERIOUSLY O.O oh my xinmin

reply tags :D

Cesca: lol, there's one saying, once twins forever twins. yea!

zhaozhi: zhaozhi LOVEKEY! LOL!

huiting: why cannot gossip about guys?! okay then i discuss about guys! gossip about bad guys and good guys in my sch.i bet you do too!

eliz: lol! okay vj and nj mass dances are the coolest! LOL! ya ya, gossips bonds the heart gtg! hahaha

CHERILYN: CHERILYN CHIA! omg, i miss turning to the right and seeing you there. now when i turn to the right, i see ny girls D:

valt: LOL, i love my teeth too. they make eating alot easier for me! my coach aint bad but i think he's mean. but maybe some angmohs are just like that! i'm still considering drama too D:

yunjia: okay, keep in TOUCH! ny fun not?

eliz: omg, my friend wanted to psyco my to join photography too! i considered that too! we werent literally studying though! just gossiped about guys and looked at the two gays i mentioned in my post! it was an excuse to bond!

emily: -.- Lol!

pei ling: celina agrees that maths and econs suck too! D: maths the stupid lecturer goes like super fast-.-

LEEGEK♥: :O :D :D ;D lol. D: i dont have time to buy yours yet leh! but how you gg to meet meeee?

mass dance

2009-02-16T06:37:00.001-08:00

even though our mass dance is like over (!!!) i still think nj's mass dance is the coolest. i mean even though the steps are difficult, at least they dont make you feel awkward or childish doing the steps. YEA?

check it out if you havent! and respond in wonderment and AWE! LOL.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iNuN0IDtRhI

D: we're getting our classes soon. i dont wna split with my og ppl la. so sad. i mean quite close and bonded alr then tell me must split. haiyo. miserable and they're all taking BCME and me,-.-PCME! i dont want split la.

GIRLS! you know you're getting close to a girl when you both start gossiping about guys! YEA YEA! lol. just take note.

valentines day or not.

2009-02-14T06:04:00.000-08:00

went macs to "study" with valerie today. LOL.
we saw gays and lesbos. fair enough. they neutralise each other!

the gays very funny. guy A lies down on chair with butt facing guy B. guy B uses the cupid arrow toy thingy to shoot guyA's butt! LOL! damn cute and funny. then guyA kept taking pictures of guyB. DAMN WEIRD but so amusing to watch can?! i want that toy too!

HUR HUR HUR! CHECK OUT MY BEAUTIFUL TEETH!

fed up with pretending to study.
oh oh and i so wna say this! the graphic calculator looks like some 18th century handphone or pager! LOL! like those they pull the antenna(how to spell uh?!)then they go HELLLO?

oh ya, then we realised everyone in macs were dateless. LOL. so were we. D: so pathetic! nice hor? DATE-LESSSS.

HOO HOO! check out our matching shoes! nice hor?!

i finally got it. too much of it will cause distresssss.
when its time, hit the SOS button. but you may also choose to just simply hit the STOP button. it makes everyone's lives easier :DDD

reply tags:
zhaozhi: ER EH, interact club (that is if i get in :x) and maybe college publications? i dont know. lol, i always like to say i'm interested in everything. wanted guitar! HAHAHA

Cesca: HUR HUR HUR. DARN that ang moh la. and i reeeepeat, he's so not cute!

LEEGEK♥: ya! its grey but everyone's asking me why its grey. so weird right.

bel: ya la ya la, pretty girls alot, you're one of them right! okay la, the handsome ones are rare but got la hor? maybe they're like hiding?

veron: LOL! miss you too la. so mushy leh you.

LEEGEK♥: HEY YOU'RE OLD~! lol. okay la, you're young at heart can?

eliz: yaye yaye! you joining interact club tooo? i love to interact. lolol :D

bye bye everyone sleep tight.

WHEE WHEET!

2009-02-13T07:44:00.000-08:00

101 post! lol.

i die die need to say this before i sleep. speak of friday the 13. today my sch's lib door suddenly just dropped off and shattered into pieces. then someone rushed up to take the handle. but the teacher asked him to put it back down. LOL, like why does he even wna take the handle can? some girls went to take the glass pieces. like for momento huh? i dont know. all of us just stoned there and got the "OMG, freaky, friday the 13!!!AAAH" kinde look.

walau, dont wna join drama alr la. the ang moh coach go say " you broke the quietness of this darn classroom!" i was just rolling my eyes lor. like, HAHA, WHAT YOU WNA DO? i leaving alr, i wont stay just becuz you're ang moh. anw, this year also got no syf, no drama fest. D: excuses la, i just dont like the coach.

yaye yaye, tmr valentines day! LOL. i only have one thing to say. why are helium balloon so ex?! my helium balloon kinde shrunk by a far bit when i came home.

i like today cuz got TUI-EEE-TION! got new ppl, i dont like. but i'm SO LOVIN' TUITION!

and oh me-an(man), how come everyone's asking me why i'm wearing grey?! -.- not like i can choose right?

reply tags :D

2009-02-08T05:27:00.000-08:00

eliz: OH MAN! REALLY?! okay la, at least i've seen some cute and handsome ones arnd! you want? i catch one handsome and give you! :D lol orientation was quite lame and boring at first but after that it was quite fun laaaa! yours leh?! miss you so much!

Frizen_Demon: i made new friends! but old ones still better right, old friend?!

huiting-celina: YES YOU MAO CONG-ED ME! LOL! miss you so much toooo! yeaaa, celina shouldnt be upset! i must always be happy happy! thanks for flooding my tagboard! LOL

shawn: THANK YOU SHAWN! yes, nerdie chua will def survive nerdy nj life!

LEEGEK♥: yes yes, i'll try to meet you! happy birthday again! old alr, tsk tsk!

Frizen_Demon: LOL, dont worry, i wont kill you, i'll prob just blow up your butt. joking. no offence. anw i not joining that alr. maybe joining drama!cool yea?

here, replied :D old week old tags!
thanks for tagging toooo!

i'm like trying to apply for moe scholarship. weird. have to describe myself. weird, i've nvr really done this before!

i'm:
-not so tall
-like to laugh alot
-curly whirly hair
-cannot sit still
-OH MAN! LIKE WHAT ELSE?!

school

2009-02-07T07:38:00.000-08:00

act-chilly, school may not be that bad after all.

slowly slowly get used to the strange and unwelcoming sch environment, i should be okay. made nice nice friend, mostly from nan hua cuz its like 90 ppl from NH come nj. like WHAT THE!

haha, dont worry, celina may not lose her smile afterall :D

went expo to check out nike sale. LOL! recession la, so have to resort to cheaper shoes. even though i know i got alot of shoes alr, i still wna buy laaaa. HAHA. i invest in good and nice shoes. twinny and i got the same pair of shoes somemore. nice!

oh ya, had dance party ytd. danced continuously for like 2.5 hours! JUMP JUMP JUMP TILL I'M SO HUNGRY! at first quite fun then after that, tired tired. lol
after 6pm my energy levels run really low.

i'm applying for scholarship to get like 750 per annum. dont know can get not still got selection test. LIKE -.-

RAH, nj uni is so dull. makes me look so weird.
WHOO HOO, checking out drama and interact club! i like drama :DDD

oh oh! thank you all for the wishes through sms fb msn :DDD touched touched okay!
and seriously, dont need present la. celina dont mind ;D

tmr then dedicate a post to reply all those one week old tags :D (SORRY celina's sleeepy)

hell-oh JC life

2009-02-02T04:40:00.000-08:00

i dont like nj.

people appealing, come come quick save me from insanity.

i'll try to smile okay?

i'm so screwed

2009-01-30T06:18:00.000-08:00

i hate MOE JAE posting. so sucky. all those supposed to go nj one all go aj. all those supposed to go vj all go ny! OMG, what is this world coming to man.

then those wna go aj ny one all kena rejected. OH MAN.

and i cant believe sch starts next week. MONDAY. OMG, can you believe it?! haiyo. where got time for ppl to appeal?! moe abit no brains one lor.

i can go work there too. i let all jc ppl start sch in june. then hols for 2 months then study 2 months then hols again. all exempted from exams. a levels; take at your own risk.

good right.

bride wars was good i guess. anne hathaway is still hot even though not as hot as before i dont know why. maybe getting old alr. bought twinny shirt and hit the orchard roads.

i'm so screwed cuz suddenly everyone started telling me nj's horrible.
i dont wna become nerd :/ omg
i dont wna stop laughing. OMG! how can!
i know i told debbie all these. LOL.
lucky she console me nj is good. heng AH!

HAIYO. this world is spinning too fast. slow down, i havent enjoyed the most outta my holiday.

LEEGEK♥: you say one uh. really one day i go find you dont lai zhang uh!:D

veron: see first lor. must see when kay free also right. and nxt time, if you bringing your MAN (!!!) pls tell us in advance leh! LOL

zhaozhi: i hope i can tell you nj got lots of handsome guys! HOPE HOPE! my cny is just ppl keep coming my house. i know all the drinks are like gone before i can even take a sip!

Cesca: damn cute right! but i'll just kill it if i bring it home. can ride and can cycle properly different leh!

chinese new year

2009-01-27T17:31:00.001-08:00

chinese new year gets more boring each year. haiyo. past 2 days relatives came over and i went over too, but i didnt really feel the spirit of cny lor. whats the cny spirit anw? all i know is that cny is the time to eat lotsa bak gua and nice sweeet sweet food.

dont bother guessing what i wore. lol. baby hammy in my hand.

celina brings hamster to mummy and ask: mummy can keep hamster?
mummy: ah, so cute!
celina: so can la?
mummy: you take care of yourself first before you think of taking care of hamster.

D: i didnt really wna keep it anw. i dont think i got the time la.

hmm, my goldfish mysteriously decolourised. SERIOUS. no computer effect. its not like it ate bleach or something. omg, damn weird.

premier and prestigious sch leh.
so prestigious its on the roooad.

that day zz told me something i found so impactful and amusing.
there's this sports bra advert placed in the tennis court side i think. it says,
"only the ball should bounce"

LEEGEK♥: i sure heng one. when you're feeling rich? you dont need be rich then feel rich one. so when you feel rich MUST TELL ME UH!

eliz: HEY DEARIE! LOL! :D starting sch alr!D;

veron: i'm always shhhy. lol.

shawn: watch redcliff1 and 2 is called watched one time leh. but the show damn nice!

Kwek: OEI! i'm not so noob at stalking. i'm quite pro one. how you know i stalk guy?! LOL! i'm too short and phueny to be seen la! i have my reasons for stalking him ;D

zhaozhi: yea, went movie! eh, red cliff was real nice. dont judge a movie by its title! you should go watch before sch starts!

i wanna watch bride wars tmr! anne hathaway!

everyone,in jc, poly or whatever institution, remember to
suckle at your teachers' udders of wisdom!
(quoted from "serves you right" quite a stupid show actually)

stalker

2009-01-24T02:06:00.000-08:00

i stalked someone ytd. literally. haiya, lost my target halfway, but it was a great experience (-.-lol) stalking someone seriously.why are tall people so difficult to stalk?! not like i'm too short cannot see them what.

anw, its really tiring putting up a brave front. rah. celina very tired lah. and someone just told me, "tired? let's go for spa!" LOL, damn funny, like some walking advert like that.

haiyo, i really wonder if nj was a good choice afterall. dammit D; i dont wna suffer for 2 years。whoo, cute fullstop.

killing is baaad

2009-01-23T05:02:00.001-08:00

went to watch red cliff 2 with valerie today. wanted to watch women but its like so late.

the show was niceeeee! just that chiling lin was just a vase on display. she didnt really do anything leh. the killing part, i kept making lots of sound according to valerie. so freaky. i dont like blood.

cant stand it, since i turned 16, i've yet to watch an nc16 show. hard to believe right. esp since its me. haiyo. so embarrassing to say "i've nvr watched an nc16 show!" D:

its the same theory as a playboy still being a virgin at 40.

but dont worry. i'm trying hard to find a nice nc16 show i'm interested in. not the kind with sexual references that is.

bought socks, wna throw away all my black socks that are old before new year. no new show to wear at least have new socks to wear right.

ate at long john. there was this china staff who always asked how are you when he serves you. so i was thinking, if he says that to me, i'll answer, "how are you too?!" he'll probably think i'm talking alien. i didnt really understand what he was pronouncing anw. but i dont think all china men are like that la.

Cesca: orh hor, SPAM! where got fake fake. you then dont fake fake la. if i nvr meet you i'll probably be so innocent and un-porny can!

veron: dont want la, i shy. he's yours anw, i cannot touch.

shawn: orh hor. lol

LEEGEK♥: WHOO? really! which part of bukit timah? ya ya, okay, nxt time can meet up with you then you treat me eat one meal okay! waseh, one meal a day still can grow tall, pei fu pei fu

what goes around comes around

2009-01-20T20:32:00.000-08:00

i wanted to criticize someone, but i deleted that whole chunk becuz what goes arnd comes arnd. i know i shouldnt be so mean lor.
but in our life, surely got some people do things to put you off one right. mood spoiler.

i wanna go cycling (not really to see handsome guys like what valerie always say) but i feel so lazy to even start the bike rolling. so bringally lazy right. i like it when the wind blows on your face when you cycle :D so cooling. lol

the pussy willow in my house is shedding its fruit. isnt it supposed to just shed its fruit skin and not the white soft soft thing? i dont know. my pussy willow is so vulnerable. omg, sound so stupid, VULNERABLE.

WHOO HOO :D i'm going cycling. its official.
i'm cycling alone. kay not free to go with me. and anw, i like cycling alone and stopping by at 7-eleven to buy drinks, then cycle again and stopping by at prima dehli to get waffle. then trying to out-cycle the bus and stuff like that.

i hate pumping my bike.

Dionne: yea yea, i still live in yishun. YA LOR, how come nvr see you arnd? AH, i thought you will apply nj then can go same school as yoooou! they dont want you i take you in okay? hey, anw, i thought i didnt manage to successfully tag at your blog!

veron: dont need shy lah. nothing else about cz, i didnt even go up to say hi.

Kwek: yea, i was astonished too. so classy and expensive. my brain is so not outta control! yea yea, walk in and see, WHOA, celina, president scholar. lolol. i think must wait long long lor!

Cesca: i wasn't so porno until i meet you then i surpassed your level of porno. the CAT WANTED TO BITE YOUR BUTT! BUT YOU OFFERED YOUR HAND.HAHAHA.

yay yay, cycling.

HOO WHOOO

2009-01-19T04:59:00.000-08:00

today zz came to nee soon south cc to play badminton. played for one hour continously and i almost die-ED. so tiring. but it was fun. i ate so much nonsense for the past few days becuz i knew i would be exercising today. stupid excuse to eat right.

cooked at my house. had egg and tomyam noodles. so simple yet so nice. zz dont even eat instant noodles! let anyone choose, bread or maggie mee, OF COURSE CHOOSE MAGGIE MEE RIGHT!

zz suggested going to nj to see the journey from my house to there how long. so nice of her :D 852 started to jam on the road after rj. wth, it was like only 2.10pm! we kinde figured why it jammed-.- cuz the rich people were on their way to fetch their princesses and princes in rgs.

looks like a private estate or high class hostel? its rgps! :O yeaaa, rich people study in different places.

please do not purchase food at the tuck shop (except parent volunteers on duty) as there might not be enough food for our pupils taking the last recess.

so ridiculous. not like if we buy one burger from their canteen the lil kids wont have anything to eat. haiyo.

bukit timah feels like a rich kid's place.so many elite sch there. i dont really like it. got nj, hcjc, hci, nyh, rgps, st margarets, scgs. HMMM, i wouldnt wanna live there. cuz i'm not a rich kid. and i dont mind not being a rich kid :D

walau, the stupid security guard didnt wanna let us in through the back gate of nj. DUMB! rah. ask 2 guys and they told us we had to walk one big round or climb over the fence. AAAAHHH! walked one big round, under the hot sun, IN BLACK TEE SHIRTS AND SHORTS.

finally got in and the school was big and quiet. maybe cuz jc1 people like us havent start schooling yet. hwa chong is probably BUZZING WITH LIFE cuz the ip people start sch alr! hmm, the school is really greeey. but i guess its okay lah. omg, i cannot imagine a noisy school.

really grey and white.

haheh, didnt know PM lee hsien loong, lee hsien yang, lee bee wah, vivian balakrishnan (i dont know howda spell) was from nj right. HAHAHA. they are all president scholars. maybe next time got lee celina. LOL. okay, laaaame.

find their names :D

on our way back saw weilong and melvin.
melvin: confirm go rj one la
celina: NO?
melvin: - pointer leh!
celina: NO laaa
melvin:confirm one lor
celina: i didnt even apply rj la! O.O

melvin told weilong i wanna go nj be top. like wth can. i wont lah. its not like i'm dead clever or fringgin nerdie. i wont. i will just be average or below average can.

i msged bx, thought maybe we wanna go check out hwa chong. but in the end didnt feel like it cuz have to walk back. no way was i going to do that! NO WAAAY!

zz and i parted at newton. phew, without her, i wouldnt be at nj today or nj in the future. she helped me so much. thank you again zhaozhi! thanks you daddy mummy too.and sister, ahma. haha, the list goes on and on.

cesca: yea yea, stupid kitty betrayed us. i felt as though the cat wanted to have a bite at your butt! maybe it was a porno cat O.O oei, i wasnt porno since you knew me okay! i was porno after knowing you. heheheh. really?! NJ! why you didnt apply nj D:

Kwek: hello, porno minghong! ;D HEY, i'm not porno laaa!maybe little bit only. dont make it sound like alot!

veron: yeaaaa, its HOOO HUUU!!!!!! i saw cz today,he booking court. eh eh?!

LEEGEK♥: yea, nj first choice, aj second. then learn to eat more lor! eating is gooood. you dont eat very often meh? you eat thrice a day like me what!

HU HOO

2009-01-17T02:18:00.000-08:00

ha, i had a great time going crazy over kangta with steph ytd. omg, we both agreed that flh pales in comparison with any korean make singers. D: kangta's gone for NS for 2 yeeeears D:

talked to shawn about vibrators. hem, he start it. xrated content which would freak anyone who dont know me well out. yeeea. i'm so nerdie yea? haha.

munye and kay ying tried to talk me out of nj also. wth, haiyo, why only after i submitted then come and tell me all these.

"nj, the doors are grey, the uniform is grey, MAYBE THE TEACHERS ARE GREY TOO. vj's the best."

"nj is so serious they dont laugh at all, you sure you can take it?"

haiyo, i need someone to play with me in nj la. i will definitely find one :D i mean i must. or else i might just DIE.

celina: if you can control yourself then you go cj
valerie: eh, you think i what, sex drive damn high one uh
celina: HAHAHA, not meh
val: you think i wild boar uh?

HU HOO. say it. HUUUUU HOOOOOO :D

schoool

2009-01-16T07:18:00.000-08:00

went back to sch today cuz mr tay wanted to treat me and lovekey.

mr tay: you better say what you wanna eat, and dont live in regret and say, "aiya, that time nvr qiao zha mr tay"
celina: oh i wont regret i can always ask for another treat!

ah, anyway, i ate hokkien mee, (omg, i actually typed kokkien mee)2 fried and damn yummy chicken wings and a drumlet, and one huge glass of ice lemon tea. yeeeaa, not alot, but he say got another treat coming along. so goodie!

lovekey: what jc did you go to?
mr tay: cjc
celina: omg, you went there to make the abortion rates damn high
mr tay: huh, you mean the stupid rumour is still around? ya la, i went there to contribute to the abortion rates and played a huge role in it
lovekey and i were stunned.

talked abit to mrs peh, talked alot to mr lim boon ping, talked most to mrs lim hui hui.

mr tay (lunch): 1 hour
mrs peh: 10 min
mr lim boon ping: 30-40 min
mrs lim hui hui: 2-2.5 hr

HAHA-HAAH!

mrs lim is so nice. gossipped ;D
mr lim bp is so longwinded but nice and wise :D
mr tay is so rich and nice and so..nicer :DD
mrs peh is so consoling.

mrs peh: celina, dont think about it, i know you belong to the a2 range.you belong to the a2 range.
celina thinks: NO USE CONSOLING ME. I'M B3 range! I KNOW IT. over alr anw.

lovekey wana pay me 10 bucks to change nj to nyj.
haha, i dont know.
mrs lim say nj got alot of selfish people. haiya, worst i dont ask them for anything lor. they wanna selfish their problem. celina knows howda S-H-A-R-E.
but this selfish thingy still bothers me lah. maybe nj not that fantastic after all.

shawn doesnt even know nj is a top five jc. how good is that.
omg, maybe nj was a bad choice, but submit alr laaaaa.

stupid fickle celina.shuttttttup!

yes yes, NJ IS GOOD :D right?

205 chalet

2009-01-14T08:21:00.000-08:00

omg,i dont wanna say why we exceeded budget, but now i've to like come out almost 20 bucks from my own pocket. 20 bucks leh, i can eat like so many sushi, so many meals of kfc, ljs, macs. haiyo. so much for trying to save money on the chalet so that everyone dont have to pay so much money.
hahaa, at least some people appreciates.

5 things i remembered about chalet:

1. making spaghetti and having the sauce splash on my class tee. so yucky.

2. telling and listening to girls' jokes with anghui, joleen, eliz,gracie, twinny. damn funny. laughed till i practically wanna roll on the floor. call me a pervert, i'm the one who started it.
needless to say, added fuel to fire.

3. playing truth or dare with yanli huiting liying eliz. actually, only truth lah, no dare. damn funny also.

YANLI: i have never liked anyone, never been touched by anyone's actions, i dont feel anything. i have no feelings. OMG, she's so honest can?

becuz of that all those crush questions and guys stuff all cannot ask, cuz ask also no meaning, got no ans also.

4. francesca feeding the cats chicken wings, satay and otah.
she damn funny can. she thinks she can communicate with cats.lol.
maybe she can, but i nvr thought i could. in the end, she say catty tried to scratch her D: doesnt pay to be kind. it nvr does in this world.

5. chitchatting with lovekey and twinny.
LOVEKEY, YOU LOST! i'll miss them. hey they say i'm smeelly pig cuz i dont wanna bathe. not that i wont bathe or would not bathe, but i only wanted to bathe laterrrr. like that also call me pig.
but i'll miss them calling me pig if we go diff schools.

and i so do not like to see half naked guys properly.
it just makes me cringe.
and YOU, DONT STARE, you deserve to go to jaaaail.

valerie and i were discussing about whether we will want our boyfriends to tell us if he happens to like someone else while dating us.

me: i would prefer him to tell me if he likes another girl. something like, "i like this girl, but i think its a passing crush. do you mind?"
ya, something like that

valerie: she would like to find out herself. find out that her bf is liking someone else while dating her. and for her case, its a confirmed breakup once he says he likes another girl.

but i think its okay leh. if my boyfriend is frank and just tell me that he likes another girl and he wants to breakup, its fine. just dont lie to me and keep me in the dark. finding out myself is horrible. i like frank guys :D

omg, i feel like damn idiot.
oh no oh no. i feel damn insensitive. shutup celina!

i know how i did it. so dont ask me to go anywhere better. dont assume i can always do it again. i'm not that fantastic.reeeally.
i'm saying this in a nice tone, not aggressive or frustrated.so if you understand what i mean, dont get offended or angry :D

LOVEKEY! i'm sorry, i forgot to book the court for tmr. is the game still on? message me when you see this ;D thanks for your photo and sweeeet message too! muaaaah! ( you know i dont say mushy things, and that was really mushy, ahaha)

veron: you KU KU BRAIN! dont talk nonsense lah, kay ying sure whack you before we even beat her.
leegek- :D

AH!

2009-01-11T06:47:00.001-08:00

i dont know! my head is spinning like maaaaad. it might spin outta place if i continue the conversation with this crazy person.
what for do this to me when tmr i'm getting results! AAAAHH!
psyco torture. lol

results. i'm scared. english. just give me an a for english i promise, no swooning over handsome guys anymore. lol. eliz say i'm so da fang (generous)! LOL!

i think i asked eliz something so stupid.
eliz: everyone will stay awake tonight ang get dark circles!
celina: hey, if i keep my eyes open in the dark for too long, will the white parts turn black too?

i was thinking about diffusion okay.

that day told debbie i will diffuse to nanyang to find her. she say dont want!very scary. haha, dont know why i'm so into diffusion lately.

wanted to meet kay today but i was so busy with chalet stuff and sis. she needed help with animal farm lah. ms abey D:
i still wanna meet kay yinggggg before sch starts.
veronnnnn, you stay toooo far lah!

pray for good results everybody! :D

THE TEA BAG SUCKEEER

2009-01-10T05:54:00.001-08:00

haha, thats me. i suck the teabag in order to drink the tea. lol, you should try it. esp when the tea is so hot, you'll like corrode your tongue if you drink it directly. the tea leaves will filter the heat. right. i know i'm right.

teabag after being brutally sucked by me. kfc's tea not that nice lah.

try it! i mean try teabag sucking. my new hobby.

went aj open house on friday. hmm, not a very fantastic building like ginny said. and we were brutally freaked out by the poeple promoting their cca. saw rebecca and hansi. we kindly refused the introduction and tours around the sch, and went to inspect the toilets. xms is so much better than aj D:

"JOIN STAGE!"
"JOIN ODAC"
"JOIN SQUASH!"
"JOIN RED CROSS!"
thats all i rmb about aj.

lovekey-YEAAAA, pay day is happy day!
leegek-there! update alr :D i'll continue to update! i think soooo :/
veron: OEEEEI! kay ying was looking at handsome guys with me lah! kay yinggggg was crazy over mr hottie.

PAYDAY!

2008-12-27T18:42:00.001-08:00

22nd: 6aa'o4 class gathering :D though i went for like only 45 min, i felt it was fun. nvr saw them for like so loooong. but the girls and guys are still always so segregated like before. aiyo.

met valerie and later worked D:

28th: i worked again. wanted to drop by ntuc before work to see what jobs they had but they only had cashier, retail assistant, night refillers (i heard have to work till 2am) and the one i love most, MEAT CUTTERS! and they have weird criteria :/ dont care, dont want ntuc. anw, i doubt i would be able to take leave for 205'06 class chalet in jan.

YAYE! monday can take cheque for first project alr. money money money :D lol.after money, its movie time. twilight maybe. i know i'm abit lag, now then watch twilight, but almost everyday got work, practically no chance to watch lah!

hey, once a best friend, always best friends. you two practically talk alike. dont deny. how can once best friends be enemies now? i dont get it, i really dont.

leegek-i cant get in leh. i entered my pw and they say its wrong D:
zz-the crabbies sends their love to you too.(in the sea)
minghong-lol, i think every girl will somehow be on a lookout for handsome guys to look at lah. haha

blessing or not

2008-12-24T05:24:00.000-08:00

i met the handsome surveyor i saw previously when i was surveying. but this time he was with his girlfriend!
GIRLFRIEND! lol. eh,valerie blessed me with lots of handsome guys but why are all the handsome guys taken?!

lol. can see but cannot touch. not exactly a blessing after all lah!

anyway, i dont look at handsome guys to make them my boyfriend also. its a hobby to look at handsome guys. weird hobby? but i like it leh.

SO HANDSOME, but taken. but i'm okay!
i'll just find another one to look at and maybe touch!

merry christmas everyone :D
may all girls be blessed with handsome boyfriends
may all guys be blessed with pretty girlfriends.

2008-12-21T07:05:00.000-08:00

came back from family chalet :D

i really dont know why the pictures are not in order.
we went crab catching and we saw this really huge crab being swept up shore. i believe the photo below is the crab.lol

after CONSOLIDATING the crabs we caught, my uncle suggested we have a crab race. so we picked our crabs and he drew the race tracks.LOL! damn funny.my cousins and sister are like all pressing their crabs down before the race starts.

i think one of my cousin pressed it until her crab dies before the race started.

RACE STARTS!
my uncle was like when the race start, it means please start tickling your crabs.LOL!

these are like what we caught after 1 hour. we caught bigger ones later, but i didnt take picture of them D:

then we had a human race. my uncle's idea AGAIN. lol

the winner got to gulp down one bottle of cold water.
it was damn hot, so we very much yearned for cold water. my little cousin, not very little though, won. DURRRH!

we released the crabs. my cousin watched on and said bye to the crabs. SO CUTE.

celina shan't be lustful anymore!

2008-12-17T19:39:00.000-08:00

ytd work was pathetic. the locations that i was placed to were like all so QUIET. so NOBODY-AT-ALL.
val and i took 1 hour to do 2 tourists while bx took the same amount of time to do 8 tourists! WOW. we panicked la. but no use, cuz got no tourists at all. and i'm serious. even when there are, i get rejected cuz they say they're busy, rushing for meeting, blah blah blah. its horrible.

most horrible; i got chased by 2 security guards.
security: hey girl, what you doing?
celina: er, survey for STB
security: HUH, but this is HONG KONG PROPERTY!
celina:eh, but i got letter of approval!
security: no no, this is not a letter from MY management. (its from STB by the way)
celina: makes her eyes real small.
security guard: you get all your friends out of the mall okay!
celina: no dont have friends inside
security: you have other friends inside right
celina: shrugs shoulder, i said NO!

so irritating. the other threatened to pull me to the office if he caught be on camera. -.- i called boss and she confirmed that our company got approval! she changed my location in the end which was good, cuz the tourist traffic flow was higher.

i saw this handsome surveyor from another company at raffles city. when he stood really close to me, cuz the place was crowded and we get squeeze to a corner, celina gets really shy. LOL! wanted to show val handsome man, but he left before she arrived. TOO BAAAAADD.

anyway, i think i'm going for my class gathering after all. but only for like a very very short while D: just go there see my friends, take pictures, and i'll be off to meet val and later work. better than nothing right!

family and extended family chalet tmr. YAYE! lol, i feel childish. saturday gotta work. told boss 7-11pm very dangerous, and she seemed amused.

tourist
celina: have you bought any beauty products?
tourist: NO NO NO, i'm beautiful enough!
this happens not only once, it happened 6 times ytd. applies for MEN AND WOMEN!

oh oh, got one woman, she got robbed in vietnam, so when i popped out from behind her to beside her, she got a shock. but she say its not my fault. she looked like she was gg to get a heart attack. PHEW.

ntuc khatib and amk hub doesnt have vacancies D:
tiong bahru have, but then, its so faaaar.
money is filthy :/haha.

lustful celina (or not!)

2008-12-16T05:47:00.000-08:00

i just chanced upon my childhood friend's blog.
i lost touch with him after he left my daycare. waseh, he used to be so retarded last time, but now, he's become quite a handsome chap. AND HE'S IN SP! omg, not bad leh. i would never have imagined he would be there, considering he went to the school just opposite my house.

and i'm sour about HIM HAVING A GIRLFRIEND! lol. no la, just that he's too handsome for his girlfriend can? and he's so muscular :DD
hey, i'm so not lusting over someone's boyfriend okay. haha, come to think of it, we were so close when we were young kiddies. he was like a big brother to me, until i was pri5 end year when i left. i still walked past my daycare when i was pri6, WEIRD, he was still there. hahaha, a sec-oner still in daycare. we still talked, but after that, mr handsome quit. then :O lost contact.

i mean, we've all drifted apart from some of our friends, then we think about it and wonder, hey, it would have been great if we were stil friends. EH, it not becuz he's handsome thats why i'm saying this la!

and there's like pri6 class gathering which i cant go.
my teacher is gg and i really want to go. but i'm also afraid it will be awkward. see, this is how you drift apart from friends. aiyo.

today:
when to my granny house to see to some post-funeral stuff.then i went to the arcade with my cousins at bugis. one of my cousin kept reminding me that i should not be encouraging my other cousins to play the games becuz she said it was not right. LOL! and i was the oldest lah. but i think we had fun. then we exchanged tickets for like some candy that everyone got one.

ate nice fod :DDD best thing for today.

hey, i cant believe i was such good friends with such a handsome chap! :X

2008-12-14T19:30:00.000-08:00

i'm amused that there are silent readers. (lol, actually, i only know 2!) hahah ;D
okay, i dont mind if you two dont tag, but must continue to read okay.

i'm supposed to go to ntuc to see if they got vacancies.but i'm very lazy. valerie will hack me to pieces.

ytd, survey supposed to like ask random people about their shopping expenditure. i did like 30 when quota was 53-.-

haha, but got one guy damn funny (his expression i mean)
i jumped out from behind him then he was like lean backwards then he "what the Frrrr" i think he saw me then dont want to use bad word in front of little girl. lol.he was nice and did my survey anyway.

2008-12-13T07:12:00.000-08:00

thursday:
hmm, i played badminton with debb jas bx :D
my butt hurts now. not that i use my butt to play badminton but oh wells, it just hurts. and at night got work.
walked around paragon, heeren, wisma, taka exits. so tiring. and i went home with muscles aches. but i wasnt alone.LOL, bx also conplaining of muscle aches. we ate at macs and we were forcing debbie to finish her fries cuz people who waste food have to go to hell. LOL! took photo w/o bx cuz she had to rush off to bathe before work. actually, she could just jump into the pool and DONE!

i went for training for the new project. FREAKY AND HORRIBLE.
we're doing interview for stb now. quite cool. still got tag. BIG BIG, SINGAPORE TOURISM BOARD; SURVEYOR! lol. but the guy who trained us was mean and strict. he kept threatening to dock our pay if we make any mistakes.

"i wont hestitate to withhold your pay"
"even if you work for 10 days, i wont pay you! i dont care."
"i reserve all rights to dock your pay...blah blah."

OMG,he's so strict. and we cannot wear pants. have to wear jeans and look DECENT. like which part of us is not decent man.

we complained to our female boss when we saw her. LOL.

i toured orchard with this hwa chong girl. she damn hyper lah. keep calling us to go hwa chong, its damn good. i was like hahaha, provided i can make it lah. my boss was like, yes yes, we'll go hwa chong. lol.

some tourists were funny.
i was like, good evening madam...i'm..behalf of STB..
tourist: BUT I'M A TOURIST! I DONT LIVE HERE.
i was like, hahaha, yes yes, good good.

friday: jobless D:

saturday: today!-.-
i went out with lovekey to j8 and bishan lib. i needed to pick up some books to read on days that i'm jobless. i think this jobless days are getting more frequent. lovekey recommended some good books for me and i found out that my lib card was blocked.hah, i reported loss of ez-link card last year-.- unblocked it, but refused to pay outstanding fine of 3.90. lovekey was nice to trust me and help me borrow my books :D

we ate LJS and ooooogled at guys. LOL. namely from cad high and raffles. not much to oogle, but we made do with them right?! LOL! chit chatted chit chit chit.

oh man, i hate my short short hair. so messy if left unattended. nvrmind. the girl who lives one block away from me says its sexy right?! compared to lovekey's, my hair is really curly! LOL!

hahaa, overall, today was nice and cute. we found out that underwears can be made to look like cheesecake swissroll ;D
anyone in for cheesecake swissroll? i dont think they sell guys undies though.

D: tmr's a tough day. got work from like 7pm to 11pm. i dont know whats with work. so tiring and gruelling. my friend works at ntuc for 3 days and she gets 130 bucks. OMG. i'm so going to call up ntuc. i dont mind cutting fish if they pay me big bucks.

at orchard again D: i so love the night life.

2008-12-10T00:55:00.000-08:00

hmm, i've gotten a tagboard after several people asked me to. eh, hope they tag. if not what's a tagboard for man. LOL.

going to meet bx debb and jas tmr :D
kinde excited cuz havent seen them like AGES!

the new project(survey) doesnt sound very nice to do lah. its some tourists stuff. how am i supposed to recognise tourists? i can only recognise ang mohs and not all are tourists. thats bad. i'll bombard my boss with such questions tmr. working from 7.30pm-10.30pm at orchard. dont know where, but come visit me and help me spot tourists ;D

i'm like hungry. valerie lim wanted to come over rent dvd to watch. but i figured that my house nearby got no place to rent. i dont know if the shop i have in mind still exists:/

hmm, my goldies are like gathering at the surface of the water. are they like DYING? i gave them air. dont tell me they are trying to fly or leap out of the water. like they can!

i went downstairs to read a book. its like my first book in 3 years. cant believe i havent picked up a book to read for so long. but i bet i'm not the only one.

the story is like weird. its about this girl who desires a kiss from the guy she like and when he didnt kiss her, she went to eat the pill of infertility. then alot of drama rama lah. i dont know what happened to her in the end. i dont really have the patience to read finish the book. hahaha.

i'm starting to miss my tour group. werent like very close to them, but the feeling to going for tour tgt is nice. i saw how some families bond and how siblings share such close relationships despite their age gap. how some people simply cant wait to wipe out all the food on the table the moment the waitress places them on the table, not sparing a thought for hungry souls like me.

then i realised how people who used to live in kampong can be such nice people. i mean, i used to think they're like ignorant people, and (guilty) people whom intelligence are not that ahem. but they're actually nice and generous people. friendly and sincere.
okay, i learnt my lesson.

there was this begger who always lingered at the entrance of our hotel. he crawls. but weirdly, the soles of his shoes are dirty. then there was this uncle who took a photo of him and he stood up and ran away. damn funny lah. the begger keeps crawling and making noises that freaked me out. hmm, have i said this in my previous posts? sounds familiar. anyway, beggers MUST LEARN TO PRESERVE THEIR DIGNITY AND INTERGRITY!

even if must be begger also must be high class begger; a begger with an attitude, a begger with a backbone.

i think i'm just naive to think that way.

finally, i'm working tmr. to think i used to call my work child labour.

i'm back; hungrier than ever

2008-12-07T07:20:00.000-08:00

actually, i went to hanoi, guangxi, guilin and one other weird place in china. i wanted to go to austrailia but my daddy says its too ex D:

the trip was freaky and nice at the same time la. the most freaky, the toilets.

TOILET ONE:

they just provide you with 2 bricks and you practically have to pee on the floor. dont even think of doing anything else. when reality sunk into us, all of us, the girls in the toilet looked at each other and realised what we were stepping on. freaked out big time. worst, the tap wasn't functioning. one girl was so freaked out that she almost wanted to rip the tap out.

TOILET TWO:

the doors can flap open any moment and you aim everything into the drain. WTH! then when you're peeing halfway, you see a piece of shit crossing the RIVER.

TOILET THREE:

the users so do not know how to aim. yellow pee everywhere, red liquid (like eeeew!) i better stop here lah hor.

i think during the trip i said several things that angered my parents. i think some of my tour mates must have thought they saw the many faces of celina. the fed up celina, the crazy laughing celina, the happy celina and the sleepy slightly moody celina.

sometimes, its not that i dont love them, its just that i simply have to get it off my chest. then i do envy others who have parents who are dead funny and fun. its natural to envy right, but i still love my parents. but i still do envy others at time. and my dad is still quite treating me like a kiddy D: nevermind, i will show him i'm all grown up mentally if not physically.

the food was not too good. i didnt eat alot.
everyday it was just chicken, duck, egg, oily vege. YUCK D:
its never right to serve such unhealthy foood.
the morning buffets were far from int'l buffets lah. no wonder i lost weight.

i think i spent the most time on the bus. my butt almost went numb :// 8 hours, then 4 hours, then 3 hours, and it just keeps going on and on.

pictures?

my tour group group photo.
we were supposed to answer if our tour guide was pretty. lol.

see, pretty waterfall :D

who is the elder sister man?

my sister has long long legs yea? i think the people there are so pitiful. rowing the raft seems so fun, but imagine the rowers have to do it everyday and in the cold. they arent rich to wear loads of woollen clothings.

oh oh, and i saw one lady begging a man to sleep with her for money i think. so shocked. i didnt know what to do. i couldnt do anything either.

anyway, i think my tour group got fun people.i like them.

it's weeeeird.

2008-11-29T01:36:00.000-08:00

oh man, my vision's blurring.nevermind, i'm going to escape from the heat real soon. like tmr! :D i'm flying for vietnam tmr :DDDD

i went to tiong bahru market for good food ytd. there were beggers there who kept asking us for money. i mean, i wont mind giving to charities but beggers in singapore? my dad says they may just be imported beggers. they look fine to me, they've got 2 legs, 2 arms, 2 eyes, 1 nose, 1 mouth, ahh, and 2 ears. i just dont understand why they cant work. i'll nvr resort to begging even if i'm poor. poor people must have dignity too.

i hope the vietnam hotel offers international buffet. i want to eat eat eat all i want. and my luggage is called the food luggage. quite clear cut huh. everyone was packing their clothes i was busy packing the food. not that vietnam got no food to eat lah, but i dont want to go hungry in the hotel room.

i kinde miss work. dont work stay at home for just one day and i start muching away. my dad forced me to write down how much i spend on crackers :/ i think i'm addicted. going back to work will help me kick the habit.

oh ya, the mumbai terrorists attacks are just simply freaky. i didnt expect the singaporean hostage to die. i thought they will like give singapore FACE and dont kill her. dammit, was i just being naive or is singapore not influential enuf?

LOL, jason mraz got this very comical smile and look. super random :/ i like his songs lah. look into your heart and you will find that the sky is yours. WHOO?

i'm still freaked out how some people can come and just take over hotels just like that, without any resistance (virtually) ridiculous. i love singapore for her security.

don't tamper with nature

2008-11-26T05:34:00.000-08:00

i think some things, the more we try to change them, the worst it gets. perhaps we should just let what's natural be natural.
SO I LOVE MY CURLS~ :D
dont worry, i didnt do anything to my curls becuz they look SEXY (i choose to believe my friends)

i snipped my hair real short. i know valerie will bop me after she sees my hair cuz it aint that short actually. its like just 3cm below my shoulder! thats short lah.

today supposed to go out with tuition mate but i went to cut hair instead. no choice, have to meet them some time later.

anyway, many people have suggested that i should GET A NEW JOB.hmm, i might consider, but that'll have to wait till i come back from vietnam with my gorgeous vietnam wife. LOL!

i love my daddy so so so much :D
i went food shopping today with my daddy. he bought me like many many food. WHOO, sweeeet corn ice cream, cookie and cream ice cream. many more stuff.

talking about sweeeet corn, reminds me of sec2 when we did vegetable soup play. LOL! "we are the sweeeeet corns!" lolol.
sec2 days, so childish yet so memorable.

just when life gets tough,
just roll up and die;
then un-roll and get on with life.

fantasizing is bad D:

2008-11-24T22:44:00.000-08:00

they should just make less of movies like high school musical.
even though some songs are pretty nice, its just bad for young kids. they may just grow up thinking that when they're on the rooftop with their "prince" (its sunny) it will miraculously start to rain when they start to dance.

i mean i dont know lah, but hsm always like to make things look so romantic and perfect and so fairytale-ish. girls better not think too much.

i'm taking one week leave from work while my partner takes her holiday. i have much to catch up with my dear family. i have been working everyday, only seeing them like late in the night. i should go out with them this week (definitely)

just came back from class chalet. LOL. i only stayed like for one night lor. i wish i could have ate more for bbq. i so did not just go to the class chalet for the food okay. anw, zz's shampoo is nice smelling :D
5 girls (gwen, cherilyn, angeline, zz and me) shared 2 beds joined tgt. so small and creaky, but it was nice. LOL. we had to sleep cuz zz got work today. i left with her like at 5.45am. anyway, i missed my bed too :/

supposed to go cut my hair, but i overslept :/ i was supposed to ask my hairdresser for ADVICE!

darn that mozzie under my table. it is so dumb that it doesnt know how to fly out from under my table. i literally had to FAN him out. it might be a she for all i know.

stay away from romeo and juliet!
RUN FOR YOUR LIVES!!!

OH YAYE; wooork

2008-11-22T07:51:00.001-08:00

oh yaye, its grumbling time again! i hate work esp today!
i simply have to scream CHILD LABOUR
we worked for almost 10 hours!
boss said: nvr finish, cannot go home okay?
in our hearts we were like HEY NO! NOT OKAY LAH!
but oh wells, settled for cup noodles and stayed till 9pm when the shop closed.

hmmm, my boss. she's starting to turn nasty D:
i wont slog my guts out for her anymore. i slog for myself and my precious money :DDDD

i like money, do you?
but if not for money, i think i would have turned into a fat piggg.

SECRET OF THE DAY:
celina loves international buffet
where they serve;
-laksa
-meesiam
-nasi lemak
-sushi
-bread and butter
-fishball noodles
-sweet and sour pork
-nice soft fluffy bread
-chicken rice
and the list goes on (DURH! did you expect it to stop there?)

this is a very hungry secret. i'm hungry, ARE YOU?

keep this secret well okay, when you have money, you know what to do :D

prom THE night

2008-11-19T19:08:00.000-08:00

while everyone was enjoying themselves at prom, val and i were eating cup noodles outside city plaza :/

DOING WHAT? working and slogging out guts out for a boss who almost forgot about us ://///

actually, we cant blame her. she has so many other surveyors to take care too. too bad, we're no longer newbies, we're old-bies. but she's still nice and as hyper as ever whenever we call her.
i still like her lah :D

we're just wondering, izzit because we're old-bie thats why kena placed at u;u ulu place or becuz we're better and more confident thats why placed there. doesnt make sense though. ulu places are really hard to do, even though they pay us more. the quota is lesser too. haiyo.

working is a whole load of shit when you meet the wrong boss. but even when you meet the right one, things just dont seem to fall into place either.

work is cruel

2008-11-18T21:35:00.000-08:00

i finally understand why they say workplace is full of scheme and its cruel O.O

now i know why we're suddenly posted to areas with such low quota; places that are so ulu. whatever lah :/

lol, its funny when people are willing to do your survey the moment you tell them you have macs vouchers for them. their sudden change in attitude and reaction is just funny.

me: excuse me miss, are you free to do a short survey
miss: NO NO
me: a very short one?
miss: no no, i'm really rushing, meeting someone
me: hmm, i've got 2 macs vouchers for you
miss: oh.. OH, er, okay, make it quick

it just struck me that being in an all girls school is scary D:
lucky i'm in xinmin :DDDDD

LOL, i remember my boss ask me not to smile so much, later the person i approach will think i'm crazy.

mrs serene ho asked me to wipe that smile of my face when i was in sec2 doing a play. i wasn't smiling, but oh wells, DO I LOOK LIKE I'M SMILING?

i still like to smile :D

premature osteoarthritis

2008-11-16T06:14:00.000-08:00

after standing for so many hours everyday, my knees are starting to hurt like mad. maybe before i reach 50 years, my bones already start to disintegrate. but oh well, its not like i dont get paid lah.

today, we saw this girl who was doing survey for the same outlet as us. i didnt like her almost imstantly, not because she was shorter than me, but she talked to my boss in a very menacing manner! i'm jealous. okay, well. hahaha.

interesting encounters:
young guy
me: what is your age?
guy: 60 and above lah
me: i dont think so leh
guy: reeeeally!
me: okay okay, your occupation?
guy: pirate
me: errrrr..

middle aged guy
me: can you fill in your name?
guy: hey, i tell you what, i give you my namecard okay?
me: okay
guy: (takes out cards and finds namecard)
hahaha, sorry, i dont carry wallet. ahhh, so embarrassing!
me: your age?
guy: hahahaa, very old la, 30++ very old hor?

i dont know how long i'm going to carry on with the job but my boss being so nice to us, makes me wanna continue. when people are nice to you, you wanna be nice to them too. somehow, i want to help her meet her quota too! but somehow, after 6 my energy level will start to run extremely low.

tomorrow is my grandmother's birthday. i'm going to her house after shopping. if only she was still here.

AH! no life, everyday
work eat use com sleep
work eat use com sleep
work eat use com sleep
work eat use com sleep
work eat use com sleep

my mind's in a whirrrrl.
i want to dig out my brain and see whats exactly inside :DDDD

i did 15 surveys today!

2008-11-15T07:28:00.000-08:00

oh man, i just realised i deleted all my links and tagboard on impulse. nevermind, i dont like to cry over split milk.

i still like my boss. she's nice nice nice. today we saw one 12 year old boy that is really CUTEEE! lol, he had watery eyes. like in built eyedrops :DDDD
lol, but anyway, he's only 12! too young lah. too bad i didnt get a chance to survey him and valerie is making me suffer by telling me how handsome and cute he is. OH MAN. so lustful and wrong to swoon over a 12 year old.

today i started the ball rolling, but at the end, i lost steam and i just felt like throwing all the survey forms on the floor and step on it. SO SIAAAAAN. and i was like so drained. quota was 22! omg, imagine if i really did 22 D: i would have been able to dig out my eyeballs.

natasha bedingfield's voice is so special.
lol, random!

LOL! I LOVE MY BOSS! (NOT IN THE GAY SENSE)
whoah, if she sees this, she'll be so embarrassed.
haha, but who cares? she's nice and cute and preeeeetty!

2008-11-14T07:08:00.000-08:00

celina's working.

i just realised that being a surveyor is really not easy.
sometimes you do 10 surveys a day, and the next you may just do 4.
and you get rejected many many times. even though rejection is okay, the feeling of standing the whole day and doing only 4 survey is horrible. the feeling of people just walking past you, without looking at you becuz they dont want to be your next target.

then there are some people lazing arnd at home, enjoying life, while i'm slogging my guts out, for the sake of money.

money is filthy, but we simply just cant live without it.

my boss is really nice and she's a wonderful girl. she's pretty even those she always wears black and dresses like a man. her features are dead attractive. but well, she has a dark side. sometimes, i find it, valerie too, very difficult to understand whats flowing through her mind. she's so nice that i dont know if i should treat her as a friend or my boss. if she was 16 too, she'll make a very good friend. she has a sweet and nice voice too.

being a surveyor, we have to have no shame. i guess i just have to learn it the hard way. surveying at paragon was okay, but raffles place was a whole lot of shit. i never want to go back there again. dodging from security guards is just tiring.

for once, i wish security guards never existed.

2008-06-20T07:33:00.000-07:00

celina's got the urge to blog, so here i am. but i doubt anyone will see cuz this blog is like sooooo dead.

i went for tuition and something that my tuition teacher said really struck me. she said something like in her two classes of o level students, celina's the only girl. then she said something like dont parents feel the need to educate girls, to give them tuition for them to get the edge over others? i was like, hah, maybe its because girls are more sensible in a way?

then again, sometimes, guys can be so egoistic. why izzit weird for the wife to earn more than the husband? even though its getting more common now, i wouldn't want my husband to earn lesser than me. its kinde like a taboo for the man to earn lesser than the women. why is it like that?!! are girls in a way less capable than guys? i dont know? why izzit that bosses are more willing to pay guys a higher salary? its like just because you're a guy, you get a higher starting salary.

weird.

i've been ducking here and there recently. zhaozhi, dont worry, i'll savour my cup of tea lustfully, slowly, with passion. if he's not your cup of tea, then just gulp it down and carry on with your search for top quality tea?

oh man, i've got this weird and quite ridiculous observation. pretty girls have not so handsome boyfriends while handsome guys usually have not so pretty girlfriends. i can only conclude that because the handsome/pretty party already has the looks, and he/she knows that he/she can easily get a pretty/handsome girl/boyfriend, so i guess they're going for the character?

its ridiculous; why do guys always win talent searches? girls are just crazier when it comes to oogling at handsome guys. guys are still more rational i guess.

recently, my sister has been on a quarrelling spree with my dad. huh, i am reminded of myself last time. the rebellious period.

tell me more about using your underwear to communicate!

2008-04-16T02:22:00.000-07:00

class banner-the guys and girls blood,sweat and tears!
LOL!

our HOTTEST teacher!
mr pink man. cant believe he actually wore PINK!

don't have to wonder why i'm taller than zhaozhi! lol.
its a trick! seeing is not believing.
looks are only superficial. i learnt that when i was drinking milk! after speech day.
it was so boring and cold D:
i got smaller surface area, so i cool faster yea? no wonder i was so so so cold.

Mr Tay: Let's stand according to height!
celina: HUH! You mean i'm shorter than you?!
zhaozhi: -amused- HAHAHAHA!

ME AND VALERIE! the emcee. okay, that word looks so wrongly spelt!
cool eh? my body looks loooooong. nice!
hahaha, valerie looks professional!

zhaozhi and elgin
do they look like siblings? LOL! tall people simply look different in photos. they just do. Celina isn't feeling sad at all. hahaha.

my beautifully gorgeous principal and classmates!
isn't she beautiful? so pretty.
marathon runner somemore, her husband must be so proud to have such a wonderful wife!i would want such a nice wife too!

our beautiful banner with publicity team!
oh boy, i seem to lack vocab. keep using beautiful.
james eyebrowns are commical!

huiting trying to act like she's got onto my head!
LOL! i look weeeeird. like stunned that she pressed my head.
its bad to press people's head, esp mine.
you know the reason! hhahahaha. its okay!

the two super 401's man and woman trying to make me look small!
they look cool though!

LOL! 404! YEO'S SO GOOOOOD!

junsheng is really light. 53kg if i'm not wrong. no idea.

LOL!
today during physics lesson we were writing notes for all the cell people who came. sounded like super bimbos. cuz out of all, only 2 were girls. they rest, you know what. LOL! but nevermind, they're nice people, dont mind being mistaken as a bimbo for them.
mrs peh did SPA filing again!
ridiculously horrible.
gwen:lets do filing tmr again, see how long she can keep this up!
Lol. funnae.

a mum: do you know how to spell cat and dog?
baby: yes
mum: okay, spell dog.
baby: D-O-G
mum: spell cat
baby: C-O-G

hahaha, valerie lim's babysitting joke.

today got no gb, feels weird.

i screwed up maths test; i wrote the wrong formula. ah.
i knew i wasnt cut for maths D:

that day as i was walking to tuition, i heard someone call my name, or at least 2 people. when i turned behind, they hid behind the wall! i was rushing off and i couldnt see who, so i waved bye bye and left. wonder who they were. should be primary school friends since it was near my house.

eliz: HE'S PREETTTY YEA?! but no good lah, guys aint supposed to be too prettym gets abit scary because you start to wonder if he did anything to his face, which i think he did!
zhaozhi: she's sooooooo pretty! love it. and her english is so soothing. i sound mesmerized. oh no.hahahaha
dixian: eh, which part you yeah-yeah-ing about? LOL!
raaghav: since got thing to blog about, so i revived it! yours cannot let it die also uh.

2008-04-13T06:55:00.000-07:00

i'm blogging!
ha, dont think anyone will know that i blogged, considering that ive been dead for so long.

i really hope someone tell me why people value pride so much. at the expanse of your own happiness. (sounds weird-.-)
nevermind. homecoming was fun! the selling of the milk was really weird, but strangely, people still bought! xinmin people are so supportive.
really want to thank the cell people who came. though they wont see this, but somehow, i just need to say that they're really nice people. forget to take photo with them. even though it rained, they still came and tried their best to enjoy what they were doing there in our small but homely school!

402 balloons were expensive; when we asked why so ex, yali say HELIUM IS EXPENSIVE! really?! didn't know.
MR LIM'S daughter is so cute. but she didnt wave to me. thats sad, i always thought i was baby friendly because i was smaller in size. shit, i should start changing my mindset.
saw dixian there. he said his friend friend invited him. i think people who went to st nicks carnival would think that xinmin's one was less exciting. BUT I LIKE IT!

madam liew and 2vps got dunked! like so spontaneous.
she's preety!
she should be pretty enough to attract guys to come to our carnival. she's super elegant and some of my 404 classmates took photo with her. jealous jealous.

2008-02-12T06:46:00.001-08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1ep0e1alG7o&feature=related
valerie tan, this is the guy i've been talking about.
omg, is he really a guy?
HE'S LIKE SO PREETY. like a total girl man.
i know a girl when i see one.

2008-01-26T18:38:00.000-08:00

BEFORE

AFTER

i'm still kinda noob at photo editing.

2007-12-24T00:59:00.000-08:00

messy room. i packed it ytd.

cute. but its not really nice to eat.

twinny gave me.taiwan tribal person.

merry christmas people!

2007-12-17T23:48:00.000-08:00

see the crack?
i tried so hard and got so far, in the end, it still borke.
i tried very hard to protect the candy cane, but ive failed in my mission. i wanted to eat it FULL on christmas.

i blogged :D

2007-11-14T07:26:00.000-08:00

even though i am determined to post all the pics, patience failed me.

2007-11-10T03:06:00.001-08:00

oh my, the pics so big-.-
lazy to upload again anyway.

2007-11-10T02:41:00.000-08:00

i washed some of my very old stuff toys. T.T

musical box in a piano form. so cute.

this spectacle case is so -fill in the blanks-

2007-10-31T21:55:00.000-07:00

dammit, i was like, Celina chua, you really deserve a slap!
just becuz you're running for your train doesnt give you the right to ignore the old lady in front of you who is carrying so much stuff.AAAAHH.

aiyo,i made another misjudgement.
but thats like way ridiculous! it sounded so like it.
:O celina, your senses are failing you.

today we had chem spa and mr lim popped by to check on us. Lol. not much of a concern for any of us.

today's mommy's birthday. we're going to a thai restaurant.
aye, tom yam soup! omg.

lovekey: he's a man lah, he can go out and get food for himself. LOL! he didnt mind, did he?
lovekey: yea, 100% its her.
racoon: hello mr dear racoon of that 306 girl. since you dont like that 306 girl then you tell her lah. if not she keeps getting the wrong idea.
abnn: yea, you can continue to stay in my heart. i got a big and generous heart, so i dont charge rent.
lovely mango tree: awwww, helllo! okay lah, i promise next time i wont jump down the stairs anymore. today see your face abit shocked i also abit shocked.
lovekey: thanks. nah, maybe the a1 dont like me, fly to someone else's arms.
leling: AAAAHAHH! you called me elmo freak! hahaha, i wanna change skin again. i dont wanna be elmo freak.
lovekey: eh, you see him so handsome then you never go up to him and get his number. remember the catch phrases i taught you? LOL!
leegek: ahahahaha, i think i might just wear jeans and tee shirt. so you got nothing to see lor.

2007-10-31T07:42:00.001-07:00

today was a weird day.
i promise i will never jump down stairs again. not ever in school again when there are so many tall people around :/

omg, i think she's so elegant. so motherly and PREEETY.
dammit, i'm like obsessed with preeety girls.
even though homosexuals are slowly being accpeted, i would like to ensure all readers that i'm not one.

:O sexy back!

yiqing said something so wrong today.Lol.
mothers has father's ahem ahem.

long time no see buddy. that's why i'm so excited?
hahahaha ;D

2007-10-27T07:27:00.000-07:00

i'm like so calm despite the upcoming o's Cl paper. too calm and that's like no good.

i had terrible cramp this morning, ouch, i seldom have cramps one, so i'm like kinde inexperienced in handling such situations. i couldnt do anything the whole morning, wasted my time rolling on the bed. i know its a meaningful thing to do on a bright saturday
morning. Lol.

i've been into prince hours recently and i agree with eliz that its not really that bad. its kinde as good as princess hours. eee, now even girly shows appeal to my senses. i like the songs in prince hours more than princess hours, it sound more vibrant? and WALAO, the female lead has such a good life lah. get to mix with rich people :O but she's kinde CUTE ;D the other girl is just plain preeety. and the male leads, one has fat lip, the other has square face. Lol.

i dont understand why my sister likes to ask people who is prettier, me or her. -.- can't understand her mentality. does it matter so much? i have a preety heart okay, hahaha. okay okay, joking. i have a manly heart. and a more manly but girly voice-.- according to valerie.

days in school is suffocating. i hate chinese. and i wish to get over with it and never touch it ever again in JC. don't come near me anymore CHINESE. i hate you. ask me to study chinese every day for so many hours is equilavent to killing me man. and zhaozhi is scaring me by her preparation of her chinese o lvls next year. omg.

somehow, last days of schools are always depressing. someone called me a lovable MONSTER. -.- howcome i'm a monster? but ohwells, I AM a greedy monster indeed.

leegek: see what? lol?
racoon: no leh, ABNN more sexy.
abnn: ya la ya la. billingual very good. interpreter can earn lotsa money. then i'll be rich ABNN fu ren.
huiting: Lol what? :DD
Zhaozhi: oh yea, you wont be eating it during the hols. eh, you should go out with me one day and indulge in this delicacy.

2007-10-23T04:06:00.001-07:00

AAAAHH, my head is swirling.
omg. and i cant sign into my msn. thats like so frustrating :/
anyway, my KFC (0.0) is here. i shall go eat. i've been craving for it. kinde drooling now.

2007-10-17T07:26:00.000-07:00

i know i haven't been blogging. and zhaozhi's nagging at me. so i'm here to blog.
to give live to my dear blog.

first, i need to vent all my frustrations out. i have a super duper annoying sister >;I can anyone believe that i have an extremely whiny, VAIN, IRRITATING, annoying sister?! :O AND, she's so girly. she bought a tube dress for her grad night. OMG. and how old is she? pri6. okay, maybe its me. cuz i never liked wearing dresses and i never thought that tube dresses were for young, immatured, undeveloped WOMEN. someone agree with me on this please.i followed her to far east plaza to look for her grad night dress. i almost fainted, becuz i couldnt stand looking at so many things that didnt really interest me. then we went to taka to eat sushi, somehow, i think my head hurt so much that i felt like puking when i ate the sushi, but food still tasted just as great. FOOOD. aw!

the eoys are over and well, i'm not feeling that great as i thought i would be.
sometimes, we always wish that somethings come or go quickly, but when it is finally here, it'll be gone in a blink of an eye. but thats like several nights of exceitement and anxiety. when you keep wishing for things to end quickly, they usually do, and when it ends, eeek, it doesnt feel as good. then i'm like, caught offguard, confused of what to do next.

today zhaozhi and valerie came to my house to watch SECRET. i was busy popping food into my mouth so i didnt really caught the whole full flow of the show, but anyway, it had to be of some standard to be in the cinemas. and my head was pounding horridly. i woke up earlier than i wanted; i was RUDELY interupted by my sister. she threw pillows at me when i was having my beauty sleep. dammit! we ate cup noodles, cuz there wasnt much to eat in my house. i was eating nonsense. but i realised i popped 2 ice creams into my mouth already. and i ate many many crackers. and yakult, and er, delicious buns from crystal jade?! valerie described my appetite as good. perhaps? i could eat more more. zhaozhi described to me the horrible process that she went through. eeew. horrible, stitches. i wouldnt want any. not in this lifetime. maybe the next if i become a gangster.

i'm feeling weirdly happy now? kinda gay. as in happy kinda gay. weird.
i have lotsa secrets, but i'm not telling you.

adeline :LOL! ELMO ROCKS ADELINE'S SOCKS! v.v. cute. doesnt sound right, how come elmo dont rock in my socks? elmo's having a rock concert in your socks? your socks must be huge :O
Zhaozhi: yea, i know you love secret ;D
Jamie: LOL! yea, i love elmo. elmo-ey; haha, elmo-ey jamie.
Zhaozhi: secret was okay, i liked the windmill part. but i still think that it is still called vandalism. but so sad, she died. maybe she got intoxicated by the correction fluid.
dx: wow, you tagged. Lol! kinde sick of the old one.
leegek: LOL! so coincidental. cuz it was the skin of the day, so i just used it.
Zhaozhi: how come tuition was a waste of time? i thought you always liked tuition? you paid for it D:
leegek: yea i know my blog WAS rotting. thats why i'm here to decelerate its decomposition.hopefully it works
huiting: JIAYOU for the results now. i know you strived very hard. for give your sineh a jiao dai.
Zz: hey loveKEY, w love, loveLOCK
quila: yo AH-QUA-LA! i'll do it :D
Zhaozhi: what happened to my tagboard to make you think this way?

from emo to elmo. i'm still emo with an additional L.
nah, i'm not really practically, literally emo.

2007-09-25T07:17:00.000-07:00

i've got to move on and be who i am ;D
i'll find a place in this world someday?

yaye, i'll be stress-free till the horrid exams.
my sis and i had a tomato ketchup smearing fighto.O lol, so yucky, and i got scold, duh, but ohwells, i had nuf.

aaaaaw, tooo bad lor, now regret abit too late?

2007-09-14T07:56:00.001-07:00

i'm not obliged to return your friendly attitude with a smile or that friendly-.- attitude of mine. i thought you were kind and er, somewhat amiable. BOO. i always fail in my judgement. tell me the reason.
-i'm toooooo stupid
-people are just toooo difficult to understand
-some people are wolfs in sheep clothing.
i'm like, so disgusted at what some people do. i believe i misinterpretted some stuff, so its my fault, -.-i just cant believe i was so shallooow.

hahaha, the people i'm refering to will never be able to guess i'm talking about them, cuz a murderer will never feeeeeel that he is a murderer who needs mental help at IMH.

aiyo, this is the horrible side of me.

we played badminton on friday. kinda weird, cos zz was hitting the stuff, and it was more like a one man show. the racket so heavy, so i was thinking since she had the light one, must well let her hit. urgh, i think i looked really weird, like in a daze, sorry. must have scared you guys. i was just thinking about some weird stuff.

i think i sprained my neck cuz zz hit the ball too high. ouch, i couldnt do my work, cuz it was so painful i didnt wanna bend down to look at all those stupid words on the paper.

oh yea, we had champs day and it was so weird cuz no one cheered for gb:/// rah, maybe cuz we're too small and no one really knows us. and maybe they hate us too. uhhhh, i dont know. and val and i couldnt lock the gb room so we called the bb guys for help. wenjun hurt his thumb. ah. such a gentleman. LOL.

i feeeel really restless now cuz i've sprained my neck. an excuse not to do work.

at that instance, i wondered if it was still my misjudgement. i shouldnt have spent so much time on IT. -.-

i hate to fail as in fail when it comes to judging people. especially when i thought the person was a nice chap.

PLEASE SAY MORE;

2007-09-06T21:19:00.000-07:00

i learnt one v.v important lesson after the trip to the dental.
treat the dental nurse nicely if you want her to be gentle with your teeth.
bleh, they couldn't possibly treat the primary school kids' teeth so roughly as they treat ours can they? so they CAN be gentle, if they want to, inflicting less pain to our teeth. so i think if you make the dental nurse happy, like give her a MEGAWATT smile, maybe she'll budge and be as gentle as me (o.0) hahaha.

i shan't post the pics that zhaozhi has posted, i shall post pics that valerie took when we went to study. those are my funeral pics.

LOL, i was tired i guess?

valerie in NEGATIVE form.

i look so peaceful D:

i dont know why i'm upside down?!

we took videos but she cant send me. we were pretending to be reporters.

i went to zhaozhi's house on wednesday. she gave us so much food to eat. i felt like as though my teeth was so permeable.POROUS:/ the dental nurse asked me if i was stressed. i said, er. abit i think? then she said if it gets to serious, i must go and see a doctor to destress :////

but somehow, after drinking the strawberry milk zhaozhi offered me, my teeth seemed to have absorbed the calcium and er, become stronger.
so i ate alot of food subsequently, thanks to zhaozhi's teeth nourishing milk.

ah. i'm so hungry. now got no one online to fedex me food already.
there's drill test tmr, and instead of studying for eoy, i'm polishing my boots:/ somehow, i wished i could spend the time on studying. but studying seem so sick, i dont enjoy it; someone pull me out.

love, mrs LOVELOCK.

2007-09-03T03:48:00.000-07:00

i feel so sick now.
i think everytime i want to rest, i sorta fall sick, so i can have an excuse to pop a panadol into my mouth and sleep.
because i feel so sick, i didnt get anything done today.

i had chinese prelim, it was kinda tough, looks like the express chinese people aint having it any better than us :/ i had severe brain block. oh boy://

i feel so tired, no DIRVE to strive for the exams. its amazing how some people always have the enthusiasm to strive to be the best, just being above average is fine with me, i dont really want to be the top, its stressful to maintain there. and i know someone who did it. take my aht off her ;D

dont anyone feel tired? everyday, all you do is study study study, SLOG OUR GUTS OUT JUST FOR OUR FUTURE. and when we are living in our so called perfect future, we strive again for old age. then we die. what a boring life, but everyone's doing it and it really sucks.

ohwells, mummy say when you're sick you go sleep, i'll go pop a pill into my mouth.

The smile on your face
Lets me know
That you need me
There's a truth
In your eyes
Saying you'll never leave me
The touch of your hand says
You'll catch me
Whenever I fall
You say it best
When you say
Nothing at all

sometimes, words arent that important. actions means a greater deal.

2007-08-30T02:23:00.001-07:00

You Were a Coyote

Brutally honest, you encourage people to show their true selves.

You laugh at life - none of it can be taken too seriously.

What Animal Were You In a Past Life?

cool yea?

2007-08-28T07:49:00.000-07:00

LOL, i found it interesting. BOO SHIT lah, no bad words.

2007-08-25T07:01:00.000-07:00

hahahaa, today i went PHS for some gb event. i think i screwed so many times, esp when my cap dropped out from my head like a WIG. okay, not to mention that it dropped out because i was laughing until my head was titled almost 90degrees upwards. i felt it leave my head, then the next moment, i heard SO much laugher. pffft, so embarrassing.

not forgetting that we cracked alot of lame, and i mean super lame jokes. becuase we were too bored. then we had to be tormented by our bladder. bie niao, according to cheng. i'm good, my bladder is very durable.

we were sitted in front of st hilda and st hilda in front of st margarets. (sorry, i've got a major problem in speeeeelling.) all the st st st. and i realised that St. people can really scream. like WHHHOOOOO, AAAAHHHHHHHH~~~ and you wouldn't wanna know, they can really BLAST:/

main point, when st hilda got prize, they screm until so loud (i didn't say its not nautral for them to do so), then we'll be like, OUCH, our ears hurt. but we didnt have any especially huge reactions, besides cringing up. then when st margaret got prize, they scream too. (durh=.^) then st hilds people, did this. 'si..like ouch, then the covered their ears. so rude. its like, they're also doing the same thing to us then we never cover our ears, then they cover. tsk, dont tell me they cant hear themselves.

:O benjamin got 40/50 and he's out. amazing how much wonders sms-es and phone calls can do. like, WOW. ohwells, i dont know who'll win, because my tv is off. but i think zhenning's dance was kinda great. shake shake here, shake shake there. aw.
since now left keely and shawn, i think shawn will win. guys always win such competitions. WHY? girls love guys too much. lol.

RAH, sorry, abit lazy to reply tags.
i'm kinda like a GENTLE AND KIND girl, yea?
oooh, that sounded so wrong.hahahaha;
mango is nice right valerie lim? and my bite is great too,minus my saliva?

2007-08-24T20:14:00.000-07:00

i know, zhaozhi drew that for me ^^

i was having some fun with the shades my daddy bought from austrailia=.^ bleh, i look like some WEIRD thing.

205 is still love, even though i'm getting to like 304.

rah, maths really kinda suck. and its so mentally taxing.
i dont want to fail maths, but its so difficult not to?

2007-08-24T08:02:00.000-07:00

my sister got scolded by my parents o.O
i do not want to state the exact events, but i felt she deserved it man.
POOF, she's SO rebellious, i can't stand her attitude either. i think she kena influenced by her friends at school. she kept talking back, VERY loudly to my parents, i felt the urge to ask her to shut up, but i know she'll just tell me that its her mouth and ask me to shut up. i hate it when she hurls abusive language and 'YOU THINK YOU VERY BIG' type of sentences at me. then when i open my motuh to talk, oh damn, she just rebuts me like nobody's business. what's wrong with her man, identity crisis? i hope not, it will suck big time.

i don't think i'm that sadistic to think that she deserved the scolding. i really felt she was going over the board.

i hate it when i am busy and i dont wanna teach her howda do her stuff, then she GLARES at me, like i'm reaaally obliged to help her. pfft;

it aint that good being an older sister, total opposite of the normal beliefs-.-

2007-08-20T02:43:00.000-07:00

i wanna seeeee my post :/

2007-08-17T21:03:00.000-07:00

celina havent blogged for quite a while. so since its the weekend, i shall BLOG.

ytd, i went to hougang mall with valerie lim. we kinda intended to study at chengsan lib, but there were'nt any tables there so we sat in one corner at the children's section. we didnt dare sit in the adults sections because if we laughed too loud, we'll get rudely stared at :/

we saw one little boy who was clad in a SUPERMAN shirt. he was so cute, felt like pinching his cheeks o.O then we smiled at him, then he ran to tell his mother, MOMMY, JIE JIE SEE ME; in chinese. he said that more than 4 times and his mother didnt quite give a damn about why his son was so TRAUMATISED.

i went to kovan with yiqing to meet my officer later and we sat in the mrt station for like about 20 minutes. then she went so high that she started saying weird things. she plays gameboy. LOL, i didnt know. she showed me her pokemon, chancee or something, i dont know howda speeeell.

chemistry test was weird, i wasnt and couldnt be sure if my answer was right. i was so not confident of my answers. not like previous tests where i could tell if my answers were wrong. bleh, stupid celina. and i always have runny nose during EVERy, and i really mean EVERy chem test. oh boy, bad luck, bad luck.

i've got chem SPA and english test on tues. what's worst, im shouting command for morning assembly. thats incredibly freaky. my voice is just always at its max, yet it is always at someone's min. horrid; sure kena critised one, say not loud enough, too girly. RAH, and i'm so nervous. but anyway, i've got my ENCOURAGEMNT DRINK ;D

i remembered there was once i was drenched during a super HEAVY rain because i didnt bring my umbrella to tuition. my tuition mate was a few metres behind me and he had an umbrella. thank you for not offering me the unbrella because i was tooooo far. then someone, whom i didnt know, came up to me and sheltered me when i was at the traffic light. i think he was in JC or POLY, so tall. it was like, aaah, finally, you wanna offer me your umbrella? then i looked up, oh. ER. thanks. i couldnt understand why someone who didnt know me could offer to share his umbrella with me and someone whom i was tuitioning with for 2 years felt that he was too far to offer me his weird coloured umbrella. ohwells, i felt so cold later when i entered the mrt train, practically freezing thanks to some people whose pride was so expensive.

i'm so paranoid; tell me its no big deal. i can do it.

thank you for tagging even though i was stagnant.
dx: eeee, now updated already. i saw the four of you outside the mrt train on tues :O
jasmine: LOL, i think so. last to tag too. thanks for the note ;D
Zhaozhi: i think i was too busy. oh no, my computer kept auto shutting down when i wanted to blog. blame the com! now its fixed yea.
adeline :D: CHIA! careful ah, later got flower pot drop down. you know its not me :D
leegek: ops, you did? too long already, forget liao. hahahaa. still going to see you everyday.

everyone has their purpose, what's mine, i asked?

2007-08-04T07:36:00.000-07:00

to say give up is the wrong word, is just that i've accepted fate :O
i saw this show where there was this boy boy who was scared of the WIND.
haha, didnt know there was this type of phobia.
interesting though. the mother sure did have a v.v. tough time.
haha, i hate to let nature take its course, but sometimes, i really hate to tamper with my fate :/

2007-08-03T06:41:00.000-07:00

i believe i haven't blogged for very very long eh? haha, i paused for a moment to think when i was entering my blogger pw and user. this was how lag i was.

ohwells. i was watching the 9pm show, on channel 8. interesting life in NS, but its kinda scary. you can't be too good, you can't be too weak. too good, people will think of ways to sabo you. too weak, you get punishment from the higher ranking. but the equipment in the army are damn COOOOL! omg, i would wanna drive a tanker! at least i wanna wear that green uniform and funny looking helmet? i dont think its called a helmet anyway:/ so i guess in the army, we just have to be good, and make others think that you really are good, and not just trying to boot-lick the higher-ups. kinda tough. but i'm not any happier that im a girl and i dont have to go NS. oh boy, i really wanna be in the army. FOR HONOUR AND GLORY!!

i always remember one person when i think of the word cry. there's this malay lady who always sits at the overhead bridge at khatib mrt station. she is always crying when i am on my way home? she sells curry puffs, but i think business aint good and she always feel so depressed and sad maybe because she has a family at home waiting for her money? i dont know? but everytime i see such people i always feel so bad that im not buying anything from them. but my teacher once told me that if we bought from them, we're not helping them, instead we're encouraging them to continue to waste their lives away?! OH BROTHER. then do what?!

anyway, i promised myself that if i ever make alot of money next time, i'll donate all my money to charity. i reeeeeally wanna do that.

i went to bishan j8 today with valerie lim. is today international gb rest day?! we went to LJS and there was a gb girl sitted beside us. we went to macs and we saw the sec2s, it was leling's birthday tmr. we wished her happy birthday from the second level, after we went up the escalator. there were some other gb girls in macs too. weird eh?! zhaozhi, we got your present (:

i almost flunked my trigo test?! for the dumbest reason ever?! my calculator was in the wrong mode in the middle of the test?! omg. i checked that it was in DEG, but somehow, halfway, it became RAD. maybe i too playful, press press press then become RAD, what a stupid mistake man. i was looking at my paper, then i was like, OH MAN, how could i have gotten this wrong. i checked with my calculator then i was like, WALAU, wrong mode sia.

oh man, the week was tough. had to stay back everyday for rehearsals. the frustrating thing is that my lessons end at 1.30, 2.30 and rehearsals start at 4?! i just idle around, wasting my time when i would rather go home and sleep and come back later, but durh, i couldnt. that was the bad thign about stay far. zzzZ.

oh dammit, what's wrong with my mother man?! she's nagging at me. asking me too many questions and making me irritated. can't she just drop it?! x.X i feel like acid rain is falling on top of my head. there's always something that she will never understand. keep probing. AH! seriously, what's wrong with parents?! dont tell me its natural phenomena. how spell.

brazen: I DONT! i so don't.
peiling: eh! your eyes very big meh?! yea yea, then you will say, at least bigger than yours. at least i can kick your butt.
Cold WHisper: yea, you reallllly dont know whatcha saying!!OH NO, you've uncovered my BIGGEST secret! :O state your price, i'll give it to you provided you keep your mouth sealed.
dx: my secret business shall be kept a secret. UNLESS, you wanna be my client -smiles cheekily- HAHAHA
peiiqi--*: YO girl! you need to give me your secret fomrula to growing tall yeah?!
Cold WHisper: its not probably doing, i am. shh.
dx: lol, ya lor, almost one week, too busy i guess.
james: All the best to you, and may you reach 170cm in due time TOO! LOL. you ripped that from steph and val's blog! maybe 170 should change to 160 first eh?
leegek: PLEASE LAH, where got easy?! its so super sumo duper tough. i used alot fo brain juices, what a waste. any to spare me?

LASTLY, happy birthday to ZHAOZHI AND LELING ;D
you've grown one year older and preeeettier.

FOR HONOUR AND GLORY :D
enjoy your day, it comes ONCE in ONE year ^^

2007-07-28T06:58:00.000-07:00

there was n2d yesterday. it was fun, kinda so because we never had a free and easy "sleepover" in our school before. mdm liew donated a 3 figure sum of money to us, so we ran. aint she nice?! omg, cant believe she's a marathon runner, VJC record holder. her long slim, smooth, tanned legs were the centre of attraction. i felt so. haha. she ran 10km so easily, wonder how she does it man, really, she's cool.

the beatboxers were cool?! damn professional, maybe because i've never heard anyone better. the horror movie, ju-on?! i dont know how its spelt. thats what they said it was. it wasnt that scary. some parts damn disgusting and freaky though. HAHAHA, im proud i didnt scream. valerie elbowed me once when she was screaming, and i winced in pain. lol. that sounded lame, VERY lame. they all closed their eyes, then i continued watching then after that, i told them the story. SO FUNNY. even if the scene wasnt scary, people who are scared will still scream when they hear the others screaming. thats quite HUMAN-REACTION isnt it?! i guess it is. i didnt have much vocals and lung capacity to scream anyway. i still dont feel scared over those images of the movie, but ohwells, i wont know when darkness creaps in at night :O
i'll be brave and er, COMPOSED right?

yea, thats pretty all for the n2d.
and mr tay flung an empty trash bag over my head because i didnt tuck in my pe shirt. AAW mr tay, arent you childish?!

i was watching this show just now, its about children, who are very hard to handle.
they were featuring this boy, and i found his actions extremely amusing. maybe because i did those last time too?hhaha. i remembered i used to climb the window grills and hung there like a monkey. my daddy used to scold me, but i still climbed. i also remeber i loved to hang upside down on the monkey bar and when thoguh my parents always ask me to come down, i refused to. haha, they were afraid i will fall down. aiya, last time, i just love climbing all over the playground. i'll climb up the money bar and sit up there for some time. laughing at my sister who couldnt climb! but sometimes, my playfulness had some price to pay. i love to climb on the bicycle and paddle it even though it is in the "locked" position. durh, the bike fell and i went crashing down onto the cement floor. my head bled :/
but i refused to see the doctor, because i was scared he will rub those painful antisceptic cream on my head.

favian: yea, you're sooooooo handsome, the most handsome guy i ever seen in my entire life! i simply drool when i see you.
Zhaozhi: i think so! since my class gathering is cancelled.
Zhaozhi & Evon: HEY, HELLO TOO! i know you guys were doing boston thingy right.
Xinyu: lol, how old can you be please?! yea, we took quite a while to squeeze into the screen. but we screamed alot?!
Cold Whisper: got alot meh?! lol, jokes, thanks. if that was a compliment.
YiQing: must be a VIRTUOUS WOOO-MAN. im thinking of your purple fbt.
Cold Whisper: i can tell you're really really bored. LOL, suckers at studies unite!
leegek: where got easy?! A maths trigo leh. no kidding lor. those stupid formulas. suck like big time.
dreyist: eh, nahist is replying. lol. dreyist scared to horror movie ah!hahahaha.

clickfive, they're good.

2007-07-25T06:59:00.000-07:00

i realised im so lazy to blog, so i'm here to hoot something out. hahah.
ah, i've got a huge lump on my lips. i bit it, and i sucked it. because it was too painful. it was not bit on purpose, acctidental. because i was too agitated about someone who think he's sooooo handsome?! :O can't believe anyone would say that. no shame. tsk tsk tsk.

i've got painful and itchy rashes. i intended to see doc today, but my dad said it was getting better, so i saved money. its really disgusting and yan li said it was a symtom for dengue fever.wa lau, if it was dengue, i wouldnt wanna drink that green soup zhaozhi drank in the hospital.

gees, we lost the debate. ohwells, i kinda feel the motion was not in favour of our class. haiyo, many ppl have criticised that our education system is too rigid and too general. we study a spectrum of things, not specialised. haha, jack of all trades, master of none. so durh, we're not prepared for a globalised singapore where the others are so much more adequately equipped with their specialised skills.
anyway, 301 was too good i guess. we aint that bad either.caijia, gwen and isaiah rock. they're good lah. at least we gave it our all.

today i was going up the escalator of the mrt station then behind me got one guy talking to his friend.
A said:eh, i dont know what to give you.
what you want?
you want mei mei not?
B said: in front that one? okay lor.
WTF! i was in front? CALL ME MEI MEI SOMEMORE.
i'm siu jie lor. mei mei is not for me anymore :O
xiao jie, dont call mei mei.

VITASOY! for love and care.
* take note of that. the most handsome guy in 303.

RAWR;

most handsome guy in 303: :O ooooohhh! hi favian! nice to see you tagging my dear. i'm so honoured, you should tag more often favian.

dx: i told you already lor, i not so rich and so much $$$$$ i want to go sentosaaa. ask someone to plan leh.

leegek: hahah, yea, cos i busy, no time to reply and blog.

jasmine: YO! JIE-SI-MIN!

leegek: siao, trigo is so tough. esp A maths trigo. such like big time. of course must scream lah, if not ppl cannot hear one lor.

2007-07-19T02:35:00.000-07:00

how i wish things could go back to the way it was.
what was that action of yours for? =.-

i havent blogged for quite some time? hahah. i really hate to spend half my life studying and making money. its like a stupid cycle. one test after another. one exam after another. before you know it, the weekend is over and there, another test that decides your fate at the end of the year. when will we ever be able to slow down our pace and enjoy the little things that make life great? will we ever be able to sleep for 24 hours without any worries, without worrying about when our next test will be? or whether we are well prepared for the next test or not.
WILL WE ever BE ABLE TO DO THAT? i hope so.

my favourite number is 5. so i shall comment on 5 things i did recently;
1.i broke my sister's banana ( we were fighting^^)
2. i've got lotsa weird ailments recently (sore throats, ulcer on tongue, rashes)
3. i suck at a maths trigo.
4.i left my wallet on the bus ( had to go through some stupid procedure to get it back)
5. quote of the day: treasure whatever that is near, dont even think of touching things that are not within your reach, you may just end up falling even harder than any of your falls from bicycles.

HAHA. the quote, i made it up. dont seem like a quote anyway.

thanks for returning whatever that was not yours to me.
haha. sounds wrong. it was just a 2 buck eh? like real. 10 bucks more like it.

tui yi bu hai kuo tian kong;
妈妈说，退一步，海阔天空。

zz-yea, you said the next one will be next year june? hopefully nothing bad happens to me then. there's PE tmr! haha.

gek-wa piang, i think i need to scream my lungs out then. you say one ah. my chocolates. whatever lah. i joking only. i got ulcers. you thanks for today for what? i never liked seafood. they taste so awful. so fishy.

dreyist-YEA, NAHIST IS SO JEALOUS. i dont wanna have HOLE on my lips. sexaye lippps.

raaghav-its not good friday leh. its friday the 13. its bad luck day. then you found your project stuff not?

peiling and dx-aye, you're linked ;D

2007-07-18T07:53:00.000-07:00

ahhahaha. woah.

2007-07-13T08:12:00.000-07:00

it dawned upon me that today is friday the 13. omg.
and guess what, my day was really unlucky.
seriously, it make no sense to believe in such things, but i just had to come up with some excuse to why i made such a fatal and horrendously stupid mistake;

i had phy o'lvl spa today. shucks. it sucked o.O
first, i took a v.v. long time to set up my experiment and got the oscillations going.
second, i didnt understand what the stupid instructions were trying to say?
third, when everyone were doing their table, i was only starting on the counting of my 2nd oscillation?!
fourth, this is the most stupid thing i ever did?! i took 4 oscillations without pressing the stupid stopwatch! i counted 20 oscillations, then i look at the stopwatch, walla, its ooo.oo WAPIANG. omg. i wasted so much of my time.
fifth, i did up my table, and it looked weird.
sixth, i didnt divide my 20 oscillation timing by 20 to find one oscillation?!
seventh, i got a negative gradient
eight, i was stupid enough not to immediately redo my experiment. ah.
mineth, mrs peh kept laughing at me. because my pendulum bob kept hitting the retort stand but i re-swung the bob again?!
tenth, when she said left 6 minutes, i just finished my graph. (ONLY?! aiyo.)
eleventh,i got 800++ values for my T2 which is only supposed to be 1.0342 something like that.
twelveth,i changed the reading in my table, and i had no time to redraw my graph, so my table and graph got no link.
thirteen, im so gonna fail this spa. dammit.

thirteen badlucks.
ohno, i hate friday the 13.

im sleeeeepy.

2007-07-12T06:43:00.000-07:00

i dont know what has gotten into me recently, cant realleh sleep and i feel so tired the next day. my body is eroding. ah.

im no softie.
physically and vocally. ah. i'll overcome that obstacle.

jamie- yea, and she's not married. mother-like figure. yes yes yes. like she will wanna be my god mummy. will she?! lol.
gek-ya lor. no more. i hate pink! you never give me?! eat too much chocolate will get ulcers one. must share.
dx-celina also dont know why. :O haha, maybe because i cant stand girly actions?! im sexist.yea? so i dont wanna be girly. brainwashed.
gek-my teacher always call me keep quiet. wa paing, you talk v.v. loud izzit? how come other teacher will come scold you?

avril lyrics of the day:
Everything I'd do, I'd give my heart and soul.
im so lethargic.
mummy, i want chicken essence tmr.

2007-07-08T06:14:00.000-07:00

haha, i think i became darker. but valerie say i become dark and white very fast. like i'm some chameleon or something. after standing in the sun for just a few hours, i became chocolate, maybe after one night's sleep i'll become whitish again. eeeee. white makes one look so weak and fragile. most importantly, GIRLY. omg.

im considering taking up dragonboating next time. after reading the hot bodes section today. they featured all the dragon boaters and theuir figure and tan is WOW. i want those dark tan too. and muscular yet nice bisecps. HAHAHA. but the activity itself requires alot of mental strenght. i think. that time i tried, it was kinda tiring, like you need alot of physical and psycological strenght to row the boat to the finish line.

i dont know i was discussing this thing with who. but we kinda thought that people from gb are preety man, while those in bb are, er, kinda less man. wonder why. for the gb side, i can understand why they become more man, but for the bb, i wonder why? you meaning being in the presence of too many guys make you 'DIFFERENT?!' hahaha. no offence.

phew, lotsa things to do, but the flesh is weak. no mood to mug anyway.

jamie: haha, forgiven. ms yeo is nice when she's outta the classroom! she's damn funny. okay, maybe not as my real mother, as my fake mother. sounds weird. LOL!
ht-YES?! are you here to remind me of your birthday present?! hahahahahaha.long time no see ah.
raaghav: LOL! each chicken gives constipation!? omg. ask him eat more veggie lor. and you better not drink so much vitasoy. will become girly one.
zz- YEA. he is. mr lim's so kind and patient. he dont have to be so kind to us, but he is?! omg, he's like this great. o.O something realleh happened to him? he looks sad, but maybe he's too stressed?!
gek-waseh, you can really multitask ah. i always kena nagged by my teacher to stop talking. but i also no mood to listen to what she saying lah. unless it sounds interesting to my ears. hahaha.

i shall end every post with an avril song lyrics. hahaha. watch me. xD
i'll fight and defend.

BINGO.
i won. this feeling is great!

2007-07-07T08:08:00.001-07:00

wow-sers, that's so sarcastically hilarious.

after so long, aah, finally? shall i say. i thought i'll never see it again?
i've got flu today, flushed my brain, didnt feel like doing anything, but i had to stand for so long for the rehearsal. what a bummer.

perhaps im taking things too easily, thats why im said to be taking things for granted. -.- im not. hahahaaha.just cant get myself moving;

FLUSHED AAAAAWAY.

ms yeo is a v.v. nice teacher. she's so nice. somehow, i wished she was my mummy? no offence mom. hahahah.

at random:
don't portray an image of yourself that is not you. defits the purpose of your whole intention? uh oh.

agreed with zhaozhi and mdm liew (!!!) xinmin has the best teachers. most caring and kind. ahhahahah. my school is great.

2007-07-05T03:15:00.000-07:00

omg, xinyu just told me avril is married. IS SHE?! omg, i didnt know.
lazy to check also. hahah. the donation card is driving me almost crazy, just a little push, and i'll gladly jump. -piak-
ohwells, such shallowness. aah! avril is married?!! AAAHH! she's so preeeety, and she's married. WHAT'S THE BIG DEAL ANYWAY?! o.O but she's so preeety.
i like her super dark eye liner. valerie say if i put sure cant even see my eyeballs. my eyes aint that small anyway.

YAN LI DONATED 20 BUCKS TO ME! she's cool. so generous.
CHEEKIT DONATED 5 BUCKS TO ME! but i've got to support bb in their next donation thingy. hahhaha. won't realleh mind anyway.
the rest who donated 2 bucks! thank you. i guess i'm really desperate. yea, i am, 2 weeks to raise 140 bucks. i made sacrifices. i gave up eating recess. OMG, the food's so tempting. I GAVE UP FOOOOOOD! SOMETHING I LOVE SO MUCH. aaaawww. i;m so hungry now. and its not dinner yet o.O pitied isiah? shit, zhaozhi, how to spell his name? he went broke donating money. he had to go without food too T.T

there's gb tmr. AH, i was thinking there wasnt because there was only the saturday's notice. but anyway, something to look forward to, air rifle shooting. but shoot too many times will abit sian one lor.

omg, mr lim boon ping is damn patient and nice. sheesh, the best male teacher i've seen. dont whack me zhaozhi. mr tay comes next. hahaha. :X

jun long and terence did the presentation on some teenage stuff today. for cme-.- lol. damn funny when they asked ms yeo about her experience. hahaha. MS YEO WAS OBVIOUSLY BLUSHING LAH. so cute for someone of her age. hahaha.

anyone needs toilet washing service? i could was your toilet for 2 hours, and donate 5 bucks to me?! i'm so desperate.

kY: kevin?! lol. drink milo should be more man lah.
raaghav: you every drink milo? you mean you always drink milo? eh, good what, it gives man hormones.testosterone-sss!
dx: you asking me to drink more milo?! haha, but now broke alr, no moeny to get more testosterones. sell some to me lah.
james:lemme hear you say hey hey hey! now lemme say hey hey HO!
ops. how come you guys always know what those stuff are called?!oestrogen-.- you impatient lah. just hit the enter key and poof, its there.
gek-LOL! BHB! say yourself smart also! hahaha. mdm liew, so encouraging. she's so preeety for her age lor. and got 3 children somemore. SO CAPABLE SIA. i right at the back leh, so talking, then never listen. hahah

'when you're gone' AVRIL;
When you walk away I count the steps that you take
omg, who will ever do that?!

2007-07-04T07:35:00.000-07:00

the little things that make life great.

had a very tiring day today. i'll reply tags and stuff another day.
so worn out.

2007-07-01T07:24:00.000-07:00

when you're gone.
kakaka. avril is pretty. hahaha.im attracted to pretty girls;
WATCH OUT.

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie is made up on your side

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now

[Chorus]
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do reminds me of you
And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you, I love the things that you do

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now

[Chorus]

We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were, yeah
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I'd do, I'd give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me, yeah

aiyoyo, i'm being so emotional now. hahaha.
i think when i hear this song, i feel like my whole mind is being switched off, totally blank. i dont even know what i'm thinking.
nice song though. hahaha.
i'm sorry for being brutally blunt towards that issue.
forgive me.

2007-07-01T02:21:00.000-07:00

hahahahaha, i made a rather disturbing discovery.
but its slightly offensive. but anyway, i'll just talk about it.
people who talk and type in the same way, kinda tend to get along with each other pretty well. and im saying this in the context of a girl and a boy.
eg, if a girl is twitish, the guy she likes should naturally be twitish too. and i browsed some people's blog and i realised that this is true, even though the reverse may not be necessarily true. hahaha.

that day when i went to the library with valerie, we chanced upon some really funny twit language. haha. 'ii luurbbeiixx eeiiuu.'hahaha 'dUn bAsTaRd miieexx'hahahahaha. i mean, no offence, but just by looking at that section of the teenage magazine, we laughed our heads off. still got plenty but i think i better stop, i dont wanna risk offending some people. not that im against the twit language, but its not english, so i kinda find it weird.

today i made a fool of myself at tuition again. damn, isnt english supposed to be the most expressive and RAH RAH er. -.- subject?! i felt so restricted and humiliated today. hahaha, because i still felt there were so many stupid rules to follow when we use english.

i've got this long cut on the side of my face, around my chin there. like i got into a cat fight or something. i dont know what ive been doing in my sleep. hahaha. its like my hands got lotsa scratches too. maybe ive been scratching myself in my sleep. but my fingernails aint long, in fact, they're like totally HARMLESS. wonder who have been scratching me.

im recently into the 'oh, avril is sp pretty!' craze. hahaha.

2007-06-29T03:55:00.000-07:00

i felt the need to blog. i need to let out some serious steam.
aye, today got no cca. it was so rare. but i have to stay back to do maths hw! ms yeo just dont trust that i will do my hw at home!
omg. my 'gentleness' dont work on her. kakaka, WHEN THE HECK WAS I EVEN GENTLE?! hahaha.

all my ex classmates are still like very much in contact because they're all in the same school and stuff. so i feel kinda weird if i go to the farewell party for my teacher. i think girls find it harder to mix arnound. why?! no idea :/ hormones?! cos girls are ever suspicious over some people's actions and intentions. gees, my senior (as in someone older than me) told me so. its like girls are just so paranoid and everything. haha, here i am, being GIRLY and paranoid.

milo= man hormones drink
vitasoy= girly hormones drink
haha, i think i drink too much dao hui zui or vitasoy and ive developed much female hormones. that day shout command my voice sounded so EER..girly and slightly higher pitch than my normal. haiyoyoyo. bad sign ah. thats why im desperately drinking more milo now. hope my plan succeeds.

hahah. till here. its gg to rain! shiok man. cooling, its been so humid and im reeling so irritable!

2007-06-25T06:26:00.001-07:00

i felt so lousy when my ex classmates were all talking about their ranks.
haha, they were all CSM, whatever, master sergeant or something. sounds real big to me. there was really nothing i could say, all i did was to let out a long sigh. then wow. then continue to feel lousy and inferior when i talk to them.

whatever. my ex classmates have always been more capable than me in so many ways. they're like so much more imtelligent than me? hahah. and more rah rah. sometimes when i go out with them, its like outta 4 people, 3 nanyang, one xms. thats me. hahaha. im proud to be in xms but, its kinda weird now that i think about it.
when they talk about all these type of inferiority thingys, i feel so horrid. AHHAHAHAHAHA, jeevers, i can still laugh.

sometimes, i feel like im always in a different world from them. i think the way they play and the way i play is so different. somehow, they are the good little kiddos, im like so crazy and slightly unsound. hahaha.

there are 9 people in my english tuition class. outta the nine, only 2 are going to take the o levels next year. haha. thats me and another guy. the rest are under the tru train thingy. they're highly intelligent people. so they just need to take their a levels. they are all from like, nanyang, raffles, hwa chong. made me feel so lousy yet again. my teacher's gonna take me out, transfer me to another class where she will prepare me for the o lvls next year. when she said 2 of you guys will be transfered becos you're gonna take the o's next year, reality seemed to slap me back in the face. i felt so lousy. never really felt so for such a long time.

esp when my ex classmates were talking about their ranks, im like, its so unfair, they've got the ranks, the brains and everything else. my heart sank, like totally. the feeling was so horrid. then again, i have to accept my fate. not that im not gonna work harder, but it just feels terrible.

someone, just pull me out. make me feel better;

2007-06-23T09:05:00.000-07:00

eh, dont know what's wrong with my computer?! i cant see my previous post! recently, everything that has to do with my computer seem to have gone hay-wire. what luck! i helped my sister do her science and chinese proj. so dumb; i have the time to do my sister's proj and not mine. so ridicuous. i found it stupid too. but she kept whining, i couldnt ta han her whines, so i just did it for her. trust me, her whines aint cute, and i couldnt study with her bugging me constantly. how irritating. and she's pri6 already! and she needs her sis to do her proj for her! omg.

im sick too. feeling gorgy. hahahaha. i failed eliz's true friend test! omg. what a friend. ahhahaha.

2007-06-22T20:54:00.000-07:00

i went for hokiado fair ytd. (aiyo, how to spell?!) its a japanses fair:/ i went arnd tasting so many things and everything tasted nice to me. hahaha. so it was like a food spree. i try that, hmm, nice, i take one pack and i put it in the basket. i bought some jap chocolates. they were really nice, but were kinda ex. but my mommy didnt mind me buying, so i just took it. haha.

i bought many jap crackers too. too tasty to resist. and there's this corn thing, taste like popcorn, but its more healthy, so i just took 200g of it. :O haha. the best thing about it is that it can be kept for 6 months. chee. i wanted to buy more. that 200g aint going to last me for 6 months! but my mom said it was too ex and i was crazy to wanna buy more. ytd was like a gift-shopping spree. bought alot ppl's presents, prepared to be a santa claus on monday when sch reopens.

zhaozhi just told me next monday was youth day. i thought she meant this monday. and i was so happy. why? durh. i still had so much unfinished hw. ahhahaha. so slack. my chinese tutor felt my chinese was so bad that she questioned if i was her student! that was so..funny. its like, she's laughing at my chinese and asking me that.
ytd i was on the train listening to some roughies talk. ahhaha.
guyA: you everyday send her home because she live near you right?!
guyB: no choice lah.
guyA: dont talk cork lah.
guyB: i never lor. its really no choice. you also dont talk cork lah!
guyA: you talk until cork come out!
so uncouth, but damn funny. i was trying to control my laughter. cannot laugh ah, later they attempt to bash me up.

Jamie: i so need to brush up on chinese too.Gah
yea. me three. its so sucky and o'lvl's so neear. RRRAAAAAH! (i'm acting dumb.)

james: sorry it looked so darn good i hadda tag it twice
james: haha i rule >:D
james: haha i rule >:D
yea yea.it looks realleh goood.hahahahah. how come you're first?!yea yea, you rule lah.

dx: oh i see, i tot u play gun bound
dx: walao fren test i got 30/100. pathetic
dx: which song u like by jay chou? i cant see the chinese words
its bai se feng che. eheh, its not pathetic lah. its just that you dont know what a crazy idiot i am now. eh, but you damn funny la. WHY WOULD MY SPECTS BE PINK?! pink is such a no no colour!LOL! you mean i have a BOXER?! eh, im not scared of spiders. i catch thema and torture them!ahhahahahaha. i dont play gunbound. izzit that fun to play? oh ya, when did you say was go skateboarding day?!

leegek: LOL! of cos la. hahaha. i really cannot rmb the thing i want to tell u leh!
hahahahahaha. you really need to visit the doc for some medicine to slow down your memory loss.

Zhaozhi: initially, i thought that ur post in cl was the lyrics of a song-.- haha, doesn't mean anything. GEEEE. i totally made a fool out of myself at tuition everytime=/
no lah. its not lyrics!~ so what is it? bai se feng che lyrics? how come?! your chinese is better than mine-.- yes. i made a fool outta myself, but it turned out to be a joke instead. hahaha. take it as a joke lor. it'll be funny then.

2007-06-20T08:43:00.000-07:00

想念的心，装满的都是你。
我的日记，写满的都是你的名。

我要brush up on 我的华文。
难道，日记本里写满一个人的名字就是喜欢他吗？
是这样吗？
太好笑了。

今天到华文补习，笑个半死。因为我的华语太差了啦！
我说话，把英文和华文都参在一起，难怪会显得那么好笑。
我真得很不习惯说华文，但是，O 水准都要到了。不加把劲，不行啦！
但是好奇怪啊。不是吗？

我想对一个朋友说，就算是我不对啦，你也有错啊，对不起啦！
你要把自己放在别人的鞋子里面，才会真正的了解他们的意图。有时，意图是好的，但你根本就没有发现到，那时，后悔太迟了吧。

就此停笔。哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈。
我的华语还不错吧？！

2007-06-20T07:30:00.000-07:00

this is cool!
didnt believe zhaozhi initially, but its so interesting.LOL!

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