celina's working.

i just realised that being a surveyor is really not easy.
sometimes you do 10 surveys a day, and the next you may just do 4.
and you get rejected many many times. even though rejection is okay, the feeling of standing the whole day and doing only 4 survey is horrible. the feeling of people just walking past you, without looking at you becuz they dont want to be your next target.

then there are some people lazing arnd at home, enjoying life, while i'm slogging my guts out, for the sake of money.

money is filthy, but we simply just cant live without it.

my boss is really nice and she's a wonderful girl. she's pretty even those she always wears black and dresses like a man. her features are dead attractive. but well, she has a dark side. sometimes, i find it, valerie too, very difficult to understand whats flowing through her mind. she's so nice that i dont know if i should treat her as a friend or my boss. if she was 16 too, she'll make a very good friend. she has a sweet and nice voice too.

being a surveyor, we have to have no shame. i guess i just have to learn it the hard way. surveying at paragon was okay, but raffles place was a whole lot of shit. i never want to go back there again. dodging from security guards is just tiring.

for once, i wish security guards never existed.