oh man, my vision's blurring.nevermind, i'm going to escape from the heat real soon. like tmr! :D i'm flying for vietnam tmr :DDDD

i went to tiong bahru market for good food ytd. there were beggers there who kept asking us for money. i mean, i wont mind giving to charities but beggers in singapore? my dad says they may just be imported beggers. they look fine to me, they've got 2 legs, 2 arms, 2 eyes, 1 nose, 1 mouth, ahh, and 2 ears. i just dont understand why they cant work. i'll nvr resort to begging even if i'm poor. poor people must have dignity too.

i hope the vietnam hotel offers international buffet. i want to eat eat eat all i want. and my luggage is called the food luggage. quite clear cut huh. everyone was packing their clothes i was busy packing the food. not that vietnam got no food to eat lah, but i dont want to go hungry in the hotel room.

i kinde miss work. dont work stay at home for just one day and i start muching away. my dad forced me to write down how much i spend on crackers :/ i think i'm addicted. going back to work will help me kick the habit.

oh ya, the mumbai terrorists attacks are just simply freaky. i didnt expect the singaporean hostage to die. i thought they will like give singapore FACE and dont kill her. dammit, was i just being naive or is singapore not influential enuf?

LOL, jason mraz got this very comical smile and look. super random :/ i like his songs lah. look into your heart and you will find that the sky is yours. WHOO?

i'm still freaked out how some people can come and just take over hotels just like that, without any resistance (virtually) ridiculous. i love singapore for her security.

i think some things, the more we try to change them, the worst it gets. perhaps we should just let what's natural be natural.
SO I LOVE MY CURLS~ :D
dont worry, i didnt do anything to my curls becuz they look SEXY (i choose to believe my friends)

i snipped my hair real short. i know valerie will bop me after she sees my hair cuz it aint that short actually. its like just 3cm below my shoulder! thats short lah.

today supposed to go out with tuition mate but i went to cut hair instead. no choice, have to meet them some time later.

anyway, many people have suggested that i should GET A NEW JOB.hmm, i might consider, but that'll have to wait till i come back from vietnam with my gorgeous vietnam wife. LOL!

i love my daddy so so so much :D
i went food shopping today with my daddy. he bought me like many many food. WHOO, sweeeet corn ice cream, cookie and cream ice cream. many more stuff.

talking about sweeeet corn, reminds me of sec2 when we did vegetable soup play. LOL! "we are the sweeeeet corns!" lolol.
sec2 days, so childish yet so memorable.


just when life gets tough,
just roll up and die;
then un-roll and get on with life.

they should just make less of movies like high school musical.
even though some songs are pretty nice, its just bad for young kids. they may just grow up thinking that when they're on the rooftop with their "prince" (its sunny) it will miraculously start to rain when they start to dance.

i mean i dont know lah, but hsm always like to make things look so romantic and perfect and so fairytale-ish. girls better not think too much.

i'm taking one week leave from work while my partner takes her holiday. i have much to catch up with my dear family. i have been working everyday, only seeing them like late in the night. i should go out with them this week (definitely)

just came back from class chalet. LOL. i only stayed like for one night lor. i wish i could have ate more for bbq. i so did not just go to the class chalet for the food okay. anw, zz's shampoo is nice smelling :D
5 girls (gwen, cherilyn, angeline, zz and me) shared 2 beds joined tgt. so small and creaky, but it was nice. LOL. we had to sleep cuz zz got work today. i left with her like at 5.45am. anyway, i missed my bed too :/

supposed to go cut my hair, but i overslept :/ i was supposed to ask my hairdresser for ADVICE!

darn that mozzie under my table. it is so dumb that it doesnt know how to fly out from under my table. i literally had to FAN him out. it might be a she for all i know.

stay away from romeo and juliet!
RUN FOR YOUR LIVES!!!

oh yaye, its grumbling time again! i hate work esp today!
i simply have to scream CHILD LABOUR
we worked for almost 10 hours!
boss said: nvr finish, cannot go home okay?
in our hearts we were like HEY NO! NOT OKAY LAH!
but oh wells, settled for cup noodles and stayed till 9pm when the shop closed.

hmmm, my boss. she's starting to turn nasty D:
i wont slog my guts out for her anymore. i slog for myself and my precious money :DDDD

i like money, do you?
but if not for money, i think i would have turned into a fat piggg.

SECRET OF THE DAY:
celina loves international buffet
where they serve;
-laksa
-meesiam
-nasi lemak
-sushi
-bread and butter
-fishball noodles
-sweet and sour pork
-nice soft fluffy bread
-chicken rice
and the list goes on (DURH! did you expect it to stop there?)

this is a very hungry secret. i'm hungry, ARE YOU?

keep this secret well okay, when you have money, you know what to do :D

while everyone was enjoying themselves at prom, val and i were eating cup noodles outside city plaza :/

DOING WHAT? working and slogging out guts out for a boss who almost forgot about us ://///

actually, we cant blame her. she has so many other surveyors to take care too. too bad, we're no longer newbies, we're old-bies. but she's still nice and as hyper as ever whenever we call her.
i still like her lah :D

we're just wondering, izzit because we're old-bie thats why kena placed at u;u ulu place or becuz we're better and more confident thats why placed there. doesnt make sense though. ulu places are really hard to do, even though they pay us more. the quota is lesser too. haiyo.

working is a whole load of shit when you meet the wrong boss. but even when you meet the right one, things just dont seem to fall into place either.

i finally understand why they say workplace is full of scheme and its cruel O.O

now i know why we're suddenly posted to areas with such low quota; places that are so ulu. whatever lah :/

lol, its funny when people are willing to do your survey the moment you tell them you have macs vouchers for them. their sudden change in attitude and reaction is just funny.

me: excuse me miss, are you free to do a short survey
miss: NO NO
me: a very short one?
miss: no no, i'm really rushing, meeting someone
me: hmm, i've got 2 macs vouchers for you
miss: oh.. OH, er, okay, make it quick

it just struck me that being in an all girls school is scary D:
lucky i'm in xinmin :DDDDD

LOL, i remember my boss ask me not to smile so much, later the person i approach will think i'm crazy.

mrs serene ho asked me to wipe that smile of my face when i was in sec2 doing a play. i wasn't smiling, but oh wells, DO I LOOK LIKE I'M SMILING?

i still like to smile :D

after standing for so many hours everyday, my knees are starting to hurt like mad. maybe before i reach 50 years, my bones already start to disintegrate. but oh well, its not like i dont get paid lah.

today, we saw this girl who was doing survey for the same outlet as us. i didnt like her almost imstantly, not because she was shorter than me, but she talked to my boss in a very menacing manner! i'm jealous. okay, well. hahaha.

interesting encounters:
young guy
me: what is your age?
guy: 60 and above lah
me: i dont think so leh
guy: reeeeally!
me: okay okay, your occupation?
guy: pirate
me: errrrr..


middle aged guy
me: can you fill in your name?
guy: hey, i tell you what, i give you my namecard okay?
me: okay
guy: (takes out cards and finds namecard)
hahaha, sorry, i dont carry wallet. ahhh, so embarrassing!
me: your age?
guy: hahahaa, very old la, 30++ very old hor?












i dont know how long i'm going to carry on with the job but my boss being so nice to us, makes me wanna continue. when people are nice to you, you wanna be nice to them too. somehow, i want to help her meet her quota too! but somehow, after 6 my energy level will start to run extremely low.

tomorrow is my grandmother's birthday. i'm going to her house after shopping. if only she was still here.

AH! no life, everyday
work eat use com sleep
work eat use com sleep
work eat use com sleep
work eat use com sleep
work eat use com sleep

my mind's in a whirrrrl.
i want to dig out my brain and see whats exactly inside :DDDD

oh man, i just realised i deleted all my links and tagboard on impulse. nevermind, i dont like to cry over split milk.

i still like my boss. she's nice nice nice. today we saw one 12 year old boy that is really CUTEEE! lol, he had watery eyes. like in built eyedrops :DDDD
lol, but anyway, he's only 12! too young lah. too bad i didnt get a chance to survey him and valerie is making me suffer by telling me how handsome and cute he is. OH MAN. so lustful and wrong to swoon over a 12 year old.

today i started the ball rolling, but at the end, i lost steam and i just felt like throwing all the survey forms on the floor and step on it. SO SIAAAAAN. and i was like so drained. quota was 22! omg, imagine if i really did 22 D: i would have been able to dig out my eyeballs.

natasha bedingfield's voice is so special.
lol, random!

LOL! I LOVE MY BOSS! (NOT IN THE GAY SENSE)
whoah, if she sees this, she'll be so embarrassed.
haha, but who cares? she's nice and cute and preeeeetty!

celina's working.

i just realised that being a surveyor is really not easy.
sometimes you do 10 surveys a day, and the next you may just do 4.
and you get rejected many many times. even though rejection is okay, the feeling of standing the whole day and doing only 4 survey is horrible. the feeling of people just walking past you, without looking at you becuz they dont want to be your next target.

then there are some people lazing arnd at home, enjoying life, while i'm slogging my guts out, for the sake of money.

money is filthy, but we simply just cant live without it.

my boss is really nice and she's a wonderful girl. she's pretty even those she always wears black and dresses like a man. her features are dead attractive. but well, she has a dark side. sometimes, i find it, valerie too, very difficult to understand whats flowing through her mind. she's so nice that i dont know if i should treat her as a friend or my boss. if she was 16 too, she'll make a very good friend. she has a sweet and nice voice too.

being a surveyor, we have to have no shame. i guess i just have to learn it the hard way. surveying at paragon was okay, but raffles place was a whole lot of shit. i never want to go back there again. dodging from security guards is just tiring.

for once, i wish security guards never existed.