i've got to move on and be who i am ;D
i'll find a place in this world someday?

yaye, i'll be stress-free till the horrid exams.
my sis and i had a tomato ketchup smearing fighto.O lol, so yucky, and i got scold, duh, but ohwells, i had nuf.

aaaaaw, tooo bad lor, now regret abit too late?

i'm not obliged to return your friendly attitude with a smile or that friendly-.- attitude of mine. i thought you were kind and er, somewhat amiable. BOO. i always fail in my judgement. tell me the reason.
-i'm toooooo stupid
-people are just toooo difficult to understand
-some people are wolfs in sheep clothing.
i'm like, so disgusted at what some people do. i believe i misinterpretted some stuff, so its my fault, -.-i just cant believe i was so shallooow.

hahaha, the people i'm refering to will never be able to guess i'm talking about them, cuz a murderer will never feeeeeel that he is a murderer who needs mental help at IMH.

aiyo, this is the horrible side of me.

we played badminton on friday. kinda weird, cos zz was hitting the stuff, and it was more like a one man show. the racket so heavy, so i was thinking since she had the light one, must well let her hit. urgh, i think i looked really weird, like in a daze, sorry. must have scared you guys. i was just thinking about some weird stuff.

i think i sprained my neck cuz zz hit the ball too high. ouch, i couldnt do my work, cuz it was so painful i didnt wanna bend down to look at all those stupid words on the paper.

oh yea, we had champs day and it was so weird cuz no one cheered for gb:/// rah, maybe cuz we're too small and no one really knows us. and maybe they hate us too. uhhhh, i dont know. and val and i couldnt lock the gb room so we called the bb guys for help. wenjun hurt his thumb. ah. such a gentleman. LOL.

i feeeel really restless now cuz i've sprained my neck. an excuse not to do work.

at that instance, i wondered if it was still my misjudgement. i shouldnt have spent so much time on IT. -.-

i hate to fail as in fail when it comes to judging people. especially when i thought the person was a nice chap.

PLEASE SAY MORE;

i learnt one v.v important lesson after the trip to the dental.
treat the dental nurse nicely if you want her to be gentle with your teeth.
bleh, they couldn't possibly treat the primary school kids' teeth so roughly as they treat ours can they? so they CAN be gentle, if they want to, inflicting less pain to our teeth. so i think if you make the dental nurse happy, like give her a MEGAWATT smile, maybe she'll budge and be as gentle as me (o.0) hahaha.

i shan't post the pics that zhaozhi has posted, i shall post pics that valerie took when we went to study. those are my funeral pics.


LOL, i was tired i guess?


valerie in NEGATIVE form.


i look so peaceful D:


i dont know why i'm upside down?!

we took videos but she cant send me. we were pretending to be reporters.

i went to zhaozhi's house on wednesday. she gave us so much food to eat. i felt like as though my teeth was so permeable.POROUS:/ the dental nurse asked me if i was stressed. i said, er. abit i think? then she said if it gets to serious, i must go and see a doctor to destress :////

but somehow, after drinking the strawberry milk zhaozhi offered me, my teeth seemed to have absorbed the calcium and er, become stronger.
so i ate alot of food subsequently, thanks to zhaozhi's teeth nourishing milk.

ah. i'm so hungry. now got no one online to fedex me food already.
there's drill test tmr, and instead of studying for eoy, i'm polishing my boots:/ somehow, i wished i could spend the time on studying. but studying seem so sick, i dont enjoy it; someone pull me out.

love, mrs LOVELOCK.

i feel so sick now.
i think everytime i want to rest, i sorta fall sick, so i can have an excuse to pop a panadol into my mouth and sleep.
because i feel so sick, i didnt get anything done today.

i had chinese prelim, it was kinda tough, looks like the express chinese people aint having it any better than us :/ i had severe brain block. oh boy://

i feel so tired, no DIRVE to strive for the exams. its amazing how some people always have the enthusiasm to strive to be the best, just being above average is fine with me, i dont really want to be the top, its stressful to maintain there. and i know someone who did it. take my aht off her ;D

dont anyone feel tired? everyday, all you do is study study study, SLOG OUR GUTS OUT JUST FOR OUR FUTURE. and when we are living in our so called perfect future, we strive again for old age. then we die. what a boring life, but everyone's doing it and it really sucks.

ohwells, mummy say when you're sick you go sleep, i'll go pop a pill into my mouth.

The smile on your face
Lets me know
That you need me
There's a truth
In your eyes
Saying you'll never leave me
The touch of your hand says
You'll catch me
Whenever I fall
You say it best
When you say
Nothing at all

sometimes, words arent that important. actions means a greater deal.