i wanna seeeee my post :/

celina havent blogged for quite a while. so since its the weekend, i shall BLOG.

ytd, i went to hougang mall with valerie lim. we kinda intended to study at chengsan lib, but there were'nt any tables there so we sat in one corner at the children's section. we didnt dare sit in the adults sections because if we laughed too loud, we'll get rudely stared at :/

we saw one little boy who was clad in a SUPERMAN shirt. he was so cute, felt like pinching his cheeks o.O then we smiled at him, then he ran to tell his mother, MOMMY, JIE JIE SEE ME; in chinese. he said that more than 4 times and his mother didnt quite give a damn about why his son was so TRAUMATISED.

i went to kovan with yiqing to meet my officer later and we sat in the mrt station for like about 20 minutes. then she went so high that she started saying weird things. she plays gameboy. LOL, i didnt know. she showed me her pokemon, chancee or something, i dont know howda speeeell.

chemistry test was weird, i wasnt and couldnt be sure if my answer was right. i was so not confident of my answers. not like previous tests where i could tell if my answers were wrong. bleh, stupid celina. and i always have runny nose during EVERy, and i really mean EVERy chem test. oh boy, bad luck, bad luck.

i've got chem SPA and english test on tues. what's worst, im shouting command for morning assembly. thats incredibly freaky. my voice is just always at its max, yet it is always at someone's min. horrid; sure kena critised one, say not loud enough, too girly. RAH, and i'm so nervous. but anyway, i've got my ENCOURAGEMNT DRINK ;D

i remembered there was once i was drenched during a super HEAVY rain because i didnt bring my umbrella to tuition. my tuition mate was a few metres behind me and he had an umbrella. thank you for not offering me the unbrella because i was tooooo far. then someone, whom i didnt know, came up to me and sheltered me when i was at the traffic light. i think he was in JC or POLY, so tall. it was like, aaah, finally, you wanna offer me your umbrella? then i looked up, oh. ER. thanks. i couldnt understand why someone who didnt know me could offer to share his umbrella with me and someone whom i was tuitioning with for 2 years felt that he was too far to offer me his weird coloured umbrella. ohwells, i felt so cold later when i entered the mrt train, practically freezing thanks to some people whose pride was so expensive.

i'm so paranoid; tell me its no big deal. i can do it.

thank you for tagging even though i was stagnant.
dx: eeee, now updated already. i saw the four of you outside the mrt train on tues :O
jasmine: LOL, i think so. last to tag too. thanks for the note ;D
Zhaozhi: i think i was too busy. oh no, my computer kept auto shutting down when i wanted to blog. blame the com! now its fixed yea.
adeline :D: CHIA! careful ah, later got flower pot drop down. you know its not me :D
leegek: ops, you did? too long already, forget liao. hahahaa. still going to see you everyday.

everyone has their purpose, what's mine, i asked?

to say give up is the wrong word, is just that i've accepted fate :O
i saw this show where there was this boy boy who was scared of the WIND.
haha, didnt know there was this type of phobia.
interesting though. the mother sure did have a v.v. tough time.
haha, i hate to let nature take its course, but sometimes, i really hate to tamper with my fate :/

i believe i haven't blogged for very very long eh? haha, i paused for a moment to think when i was entering my blogger pw and user. this was how lag i was.

ohwells. i was watching the 9pm show, on channel 8. interesting life in NS, but its kinda scary. you can't be too good, you can't be too weak. too good, people will think of ways to sabo you. too weak, you get punishment from the higher ranking. but the equipment in the army are damn COOOOL! omg, i would wanna drive a tanker! at least i wanna wear that green uniform and funny looking helmet? i dont think its called a helmet anyway:/ so i guess in the army, we just have to be good, and make others think that you really are good, and not just trying to boot-lick the higher-ups. kinda tough. but i'm not any happier that im a girl and i dont have to go NS. oh boy, i really wanna be in the army. FOR HONOUR AND GLORY!!

i always remember one person when i think of the word cry. there's this malay lady who always sits at the overhead bridge at khatib mrt station. she is always crying when i am on my way home? she sells curry puffs, but i think business aint good and she always feel so depressed and sad maybe because she has a family at home waiting for her money? i dont know? but everytime i see such people i always feel so bad that im not buying anything from them. but my teacher once told me that if we bought from them, we're not helping them, instead we're encouraging them to continue to waste their lives away?! OH BROTHER. then do what?!

anyway, i promised myself that if i ever make alot of money next time, i'll donate all my money to charity. i reeeeeally wanna do that.

i went to bishan j8 today with valerie lim. is today international gb rest day?! we went to LJS and there was a gb girl sitted beside us. we went to macs and we saw the sec2s, it was leling's birthday tmr. we wished her happy birthday from the second level, after we went up the escalator. there were some other gb girls in macs too. weird eh?! zhaozhi, we got your present (:

i almost flunked my trigo test?! for the dumbest reason ever?! my calculator was in the wrong mode in the middle of the test?! omg. i checked that it was in DEG, but somehow, halfway, it became RAD. maybe i too playful, press press press then become RAD, what a stupid mistake man. i was looking at my paper, then i was like, OH MAN, how could i have gotten this wrong. i checked with my calculator then i was like, WALAU, wrong mode sia.

oh man, the week was tough. had to stay back everyday for rehearsals. the frustrating thing is that my lessons end at 1.30, 2.30 and rehearsals start at 4?! i just idle around, wasting my time when i would rather go home and sleep and come back later, but durh, i couldnt. that was the bad thign about stay far. zzzZ.

oh dammit, what's wrong with my mother man?! she's nagging at me. asking me too many questions and making me irritated. can't she just drop it?! x.X i feel like acid rain is falling on top of my head. there's always something that she will never understand. keep probing. AH! seriously, what's wrong with parents?! dont tell me its natural phenomena. how spell.

brazen: I DONT! i so don't.
peiling: eh! your eyes very big meh?! yea yea, then you will say, at least bigger than yours. at least i can kick your butt.
Cold WHisper: yea, you reallllly dont know whatcha saying!!OH NO, you've uncovered my BIGGEST secret! :O state your price, i'll give it to you provided you keep your mouth sealed.
dx: my secret business shall be kept a secret. UNLESS, you wanna be my client -smiles cheekily- HAHAHA
peiiqi--*: YO girl! you need to give me your secret fomrula to growing tall yeah?!
Cold WHisper: its not probably doing, i am. shh.
dx: lol, ya lor, almost one week, too busy i guess.
james: All the best to you, and may you reach 170cm in due time TOO! LOL. you ripped that from steph and val's blog! maybe 170 should change to 160 first eh?
leegek: PLEASE LAH, where got easy?! its so super sumo duper tough. i used alot fo brain juices, what a waste. any to spare me?

LASTLY, happy birthday to ZHAOZHI AND LELING ;D
you've grown one year older and preeeettier.

FOR HONOUR AND GLORY :D
enjoy your day, it comes ONCE in ONE year ^^