im feeling extremely horrid now.

chee, what if tmr something goes terribly wrong and i dont know what to do?

this is a test, whether i can think quick enough not. chee.

now, all i wanna do is stare at the computer screen blankly and reflect on what a mess my life has been. ive got 6 conversations. im not touching any of them yet.

thats horrid. im feeling so moody and burdened by so many things.

people and their morbid affairs, and the way i spent my life.

can someone tell me why some people do not work as hard, yet they get as much?!

why izzit that they do not get what they actually deserve?

why dont some people see the truth behind all the lies that are placed in front of them?

why do some people reap what other's sow?!

why do others only see whats superficial, and not whats deeper into the matter?

why do some people have horrid face changing skills? why cant anyone tell me the answers?

chee. nothing's fair and instead of grumbling of all the inequality, i should move on, and have a positive mindset i suppose. ms sueern's talk was v.v. true. its just about the way we look at things. but i just cant help it.

how am i supposed to feel happy for someone who dont deserve what he(general term) gets.

how am i supposed to feel nothing when my friend is going to crumble in another guy's hand?

how am i supposed to act like as though i do not know anything when she's probing so much?

how and why questions. they're killer questions. boys, if your girlfriend ever ask you a why or how question, you're so in hot soup.

how am i suppose to pretend nothing is happening between the 2 of you? i cant help you, but at least i hope you will make the right judgement and not fall prey for that fella's tricks and sweet scented words. hey, like what they always say, dont judge a book by its cover. now, i say, dont judge a person by his substance. look deeper. and know more. listen to more gossips. sometimes, they're beneficial. but dont join in with the gossip. it harms. it HITS!