tell me, half full or half empty. i'll say its none. im a neutralist!
horrid women or jungle girl?
JUST MOODY? or PLAIN STUBBORNESS?! both; i'll say!
pervert or leg lover? i'll go with pervert, my catch phrase.
ass smeller, or just a assing suck up?! im still comfortable with PERVERT :/
im feeling extremely horrid now.
chee, what if tmr something goes terribly wrong and i dont know what to do?
this is a test, whether i can think quick enough not. chee.
now, all i wanna do is stare at the computer screen blankly and reflect on what a mess my life has been. ive got 6 conversations. im not touching any of them yet.
thats horrid. im feeling so moody and burdened by so many things.
people and their morbid affairs, and the way i spent my life.
can someone tell me why some people do not work as hard, yet they get as much?!
why izzit that they do not get what they actually deserve?
why dont some people see the truth behind all the lies that are placed in front of them?
why do some people reap what other's sow?!
why do others only see whats superficial, and not whats deeper into the matter?
why do some people have horrid face changing skills? why cant anyone tell me the answers?
chee. nothing's fair and instead of grumbling of all the inequality, i should move on, and have a positive mindset i suppose. ms sueern's talk was v.v. true. its just about the way we look at things. but i just cant help it.
how am i supposed to feel happy for someone who dont deserve what he(general term) gets.
how am i supposed to feel nothing when my friend is going to crumble in another guy's hand?
how am i supposed to act like as though i do not know anything when she's probing so much?
how and why questions. they're killer questions. boys, if your girlfriend ever ask you a why or how question, you're so in hot soup.
how am i suppose to pretend nothing is happening between the 2 of you? i cant help you, but at least i hope you will make the right judgement and not fall prey for that fella's tricks and sweet scented words. hey, like what they always say, dont judge a book by its cover. now, i say, dont judge a person by his substance. look deeper. and know more. listen to more gossips. sometimes, they're beneficial. but dont join in with the gossip. it harms. it HITS!
there's something so so wrong with my computer. its lagging like 1537.89m/s2 (constant retardation!!!) chee.
tuesday-thursday:i went for expedition camp. yea, we went trekking at pulau ubin. i guess i was lucky that i didnt kena any mosquito bites even though i didnt apply insect repellent. chee. BUT i wasnt so lucky actually.
i fell down and scrapped my knee. gees, it was so embarrassing. i havent fell down in ages and this time i actually fell in front of my juniors. =.= so embarrassing. it bled soaking up some cotton wools. lol. i had several dressings and today is the 7th dressing i had. ohwells. i was able to run and walk quickly during the camp even though i was kinda injured, but when i came home, the pain was excurciating.(my spelling sucks> <) and er. my mommy said that was the effect of me running around during camp. -.-i kinda felt it couldnt be possible cos when i ran during camp, heh, i felt not much pain. as in it was kinda bearable. but when i came home, it was so painful that i almost shed tears. (ooooh, i hate pain) but i didnt cry lah, crying was a sign of weakness. chee. i guess i aggrivated the wound by running. maybe i tore the wound apart/open or something. thats why it was so frigging pain. we went kayaking too! lol. i had special treatment because of my injured knee. LOL, a blessing in disguise?! guess so. i didnt have to soak myself in the water, and i just sat in the kayak on shore and the insturctor pushed me out into the SEA.. lol. so i was like the first to be out at the sea. ahhahaha. feels great to be out at sea, with all the water splashing in, W/O splashing on my KNEE! enjoyed doing stern radder. CHEE. how to spell. that method makes the kayak go straight, but i didnt seem to be going straight though. haha, this camp was funny. so many people kena the monthly cycle thingy. LOL! most were on the 2nd day of camp. ahhaha, i guess i wasnt spared too. (O.O i just divulged something so..GIRLY) its girl's business. LOL. but we still went kayaking though. we had to. yiqing and francesca damn funny. they so paranoid when they kena that thing. should have seen the expressions on their faces. like :O aaaahhhhh!!! lol.
today;i went ot zhaozhi's house with daphne and jamie to work on our geog project. the aircon was great and ying zhi gave me seaweed. havent ate them in ages. and i felt so senior. LOL! becuase daphne and jamie havent been to zz's house and they were so lost?!! lol. i was quite familiar with the place. so comfy and homely. i think ive been there for at lease 3-5 times. but ithere's one thing i can never remember. zhaozhi's brother. lol. how he looks like. i only remembered he had
pointy hair. lol. no offence zhaozhi's brother, minghui. ahha. i thought he was called mingzhi, you know, zhao
zhi, ying
zhi, jing
zhi. lol.
we called mr tay many many times to check with him about the chalet. me and zz gave him a total of 15 miss call. but he said he only recieved one. what a disappointment. chee. waste of efforts. i recorded a voice message too. lol. like we were so DESPERATE :/ we called him back later.
me: HEEELLOO?
mr tay: something........i'll pass celina....
me:ahhaha. i not.. (shuts up)
zhaozhi: yes yes....something..
mr tay: you're zhaozhi right?
zhaozhi: yes yes, im zhaozhi
mr tay: dont trick me, your zhaozhi or celina?!!!! (sounds irritated and cheated)
zhaozhi: -talks-
celina: -whispers into zhaozhi's ear-
mr tay..hahaha ( in a weird and abit gay way)
celina burst out into laughter.
LOL. then i guess he found out i was there beside zz somehow.
we should be able to pay off our debts. but for now, we still owe mr tay cash $$$ :/
i chatted with zhaozhi on the way home, on 854. what did we talk about?! guys?!! :O mr tay lah.
LATEST NEWS!!!my latest catch phrase is pervert and 变态.
frigging gosh. the radio is playing some weird song. what everytime you sleigh, ding dong ding dong. each time you laugh, ding dong ding dong. tell me thats not the latest pop music. DING DONG DING DONG. lol!
zhaozhi-yea, kinda. we did lah. mr tay not guy meh?! hey. that's a compliment. its realleh cosy.
yiqing-YEA! HURRAY! the dreadul and tiring is over! yea yea, chalet. everything is so in order!
yingzhi-LOL! HELLO! thanks for the seaweed again!
gek-oh ya horh. actually kayaking that time i wanna tell you one, but in the end dont know why didnt say. what you wanna say?!
evon- lol. because i havent realleh linked any of them. you shall be the first lor. ;D
ht-really meh?! oh, my -.^ expression?! okay, even if the face looks like me, i dont wear skirts! short ones somemore!! lol. AHHAHAHA. xD
izzit me or are all my post gone haywire?! eeek,shall come back from camp and find the problem. chee.
i wonder how it feels being decieved about something for a very long time.
after watching the show jia you jin shun, ahha, i thought about it :/
its like everyone knows about something, and you've been kept in the dark for so long. when you found out the truth finally, you question them, and they just say because they didnt want to hurt you. what crap, is it not?
in the show, jin shun was told that her mother was dead, when her mother was actually alive and missed her so much. her granny didnt wanna tell her that her mom is alive because of selfish reasons (i suppose T.T) but i felt it was so unfair for jin shun man. somehow, she has the right to know.
people dont think that if they keep someone in the dark about something to prevent him or her from getting hurt, he or she will end up being even more hurt once the truth reveals itself. hey, paper cannot wrap fire. (weird o.O) yea. so why not just get it over with and TELLL the truth?!
im sad, the fruit bat left. childish me. lol.
ignorance aint bliss actually, come to think about it. it aint bliss.
it aint.
Friday, June 1, 2007
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AAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! I'VE DEVELOPED ARTIFICIAL BOOBIES! :O MUMMMMMMMYY! whatever, im proud of it.
i dont know what to say about this pic, but it looks really cool.
WOAH, i've got huge muscles suddenly, just by looking into the mirror. THE FUTURE ME! imma phueny muscleman.
you're getting really dizzy, look into my eyes, focus. what do you see? imma nerd!
tell me, half full or half empty. i'll say its none. im a neutralist!
horrid women or jungle girl?
JUST MOODY? or PLAIN STUBBORNESS?! both; i'll say!
pervert or leg lover? i'll go with pervert, my catch phrase.
ass smeller, or just a assing suck up?! im still comfortable with PERVERT :/