i wish i could turn back in time and hold everything that i once had TIGHT. real tight.

ytd during tuition i was given a chocolate. the wrapper said, hold everything you have close to you, your chocolate closer. tuition teacher leaving soon D: want to go airport send her off, but its like a few days before OP. EW, OP. plus PL AND LL cant send her off cuz they've got exams and stuff. oh shit, op dry run tht day. great.

lets just look forward. and be brave.

the darn horrible feeling is coming back again. dratso.

i hate being a full time student
i hate being in school
i hate having to study so much shit within a short period of time
i hate failing but what to do
i hate hate hate being a full time student.

its not as fun as you imagined.
i feel real small and small.
i dont even know where this is takin' me.

if only i could set things right for once.



feel like releasing alot of suppressed internal energy but no way to.
PW project would be good for me.
stress management.

ymca finally got the group progress report out. i seriously dont like it when he compares us with the other teams.




i feel guilty towards my pw grp.
nvrmind.

someone just told me, people with curls are complicated people. people with naturally straight hair dont fit curly hair cuz they're going against their uncomplicated nature.

REALLY MEH? i dont believe leh.


:D for ISSF i'm hosting thai people. apparently (a word that i recently keep using cuz i like it, makes me feel more profound. LOL!) joyce and germaine got UK ppl and KASHIN GOT USA PPL! all the english type. nvrmind i like asians. but i was hoping for indians. cuz they very friendly, but mummy say thais are friendly too. so okay lor, accept my fate.


i felt super bad and guilty today :/

i must watch what i say from now on. LOL. now that i knw ppl read my posts w/o tagging. and i'm completely ignorant of their presence.

but anw, i dont rly say anything offensive too.


just when everyone's busy chionging hw, i'm not exactly in the mood to do so.
mother's day and they make us go knock ppl's door and tell them about energy saving tips -.- omg, pls lah, another day can?
"HELLO! i'm a student from national junior college, working with northwest CDC to tell you some energy saving tips!"
omg, the residents just give me the -.-!! face lah.

anw, we converted some greenlinkers into factory workers to help us with the production of more flowers. YAYE! lol. i forgot to bring my pack of wires, and we finished folding one pack within a short while and i felt super guilty cuz everyone were itching to make flowers.

and the guys rly do have a talent in making flowers. amazing.


after energy audit went for lunch at causeway with peiru keith and linyao.
this is funny.
celina: omg, damn salty
keith: huh, 你嫌汤太sian? (eh dont laugh okay, i dont know which sian izzit)
keith's face was super comical okay. lol.




me: HAPPY MOTHERS DAY AUNTY!
aunty: OH THANK YOU, SO GUAI.very filial(in chinese) ah you.
ER EH, HAHAHA! too bad she's not my mother, i cant be filial to her.
i have the best mummy and daddy okay!




chatted with ginny. till now. nice cuz very long nvr talk to gb ppl alr. and since i wanted to go aj, must hear more about aj from her.










i like that humble disposition of yours.

i like nj's canteeeeen foooood:D

nj has:
cha kway tiao
roasted chicken rice (OMG NICE WITH CHILI!)
carrot cake
laksa
roti prata
bubble tea (CHEAP CHEAP!)
japanese food


i know many schools dont have all these good food okay. but eat too many times will abit sian one. but i ate chicken rice today and ytd. maybe tues eat again. LOL.


kay ying's party tmr! YAYE! veron wants to go early early, but i prefer not to lah hor. must let her have some time with her guy. and tmr got class outing dinner. i rly dont mind going, and i kinde wna eat roti prata too, but kay's birthday's like important too. every sat go out with mook also no time go meet kay and veron. must meet up in june. debbie bixuan they all also. so long nvr see them alr D;

and june's super hectic. i doubt i'll be able to meet them. ymca. dang. but nvrmind, we're all in these tgt. i've got my friends to rely on too:D


-.- I TAKE BACK EVERYTHING I'VE DONE AND SAID TO YOU. OMG. SICK. PUKE PUKE. I WNA TAKE BACK EVERYTHING. FORGET IT MAN. YUCK. DONT OVERESTIMATE YOURSELF. yuck.


i drank nice water today. haha. got nagged by tuition teacher for being so slow today and that my fingers were kept to my phone :/ and i rly love my tuition teachers and mates actually.

my sis disfigured my flh poster!
not that i'm crazy over them, but i wna try out having some guys in front of me hopefully can motivate me to study harder.

and i'm on a mission to help joyce back to the right path! lol. MACHOISTIC MENTOR.
LOL! joyce, jiayou, you can do it!
OH MAN, i know you're so going to box me.




this was funny. i'm not laughing at the school la, but its weird to see another sch's vision on our sch tables. i told valerie and she laughed too. see, its funny.
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i like this :D











viewers' discretion (how come the spelling looks weird!) advised.
i chanced upon happy tree friends video then caught this vid too. damn funny, but abit unappropriate for the innocent at heart.




omg, this is so friggin funny!